Happy Bday to Me
Date: Nov 17th, 2005 6:09:18 am - Subscribe
Mood: alright
Music: Sweet Dreams are made of these
Well last night Doug and I kinda got into it. We have never truly
had a huge fight or anything, however we do have our tiffs. Last
night was pretty bad. I don't know we will be talking again
anytime again soon. He was supposed to coome over last night but
I ended up making that not happen.
On a happier note Phil took me out to dinner last night because
he is working tonight. We went to Moxies and ran into Colin. We
were supposed to go watch a movie but I just wasn't up to it.
Phil tried to change my mind but I don't think I could have sat
through a movie last night. He surprised me with a cellphone for
my bday. I cannot even begin to say how happy I was to get that. I also have an ipod and leather jacket coming. He got them on ebay so were good prices. Not the jacket in my dream entry but my whole family has had leather jackets and I always wanted one so I am happy. God Phil can be so incredible sometimes.
Today he got me a cake and we had subway for dinner. Well he had got subway Princess ate mine. I am choked about that. DJ bought me the CD Eurythmics Ultimate Collection CD and his card was so loving and sweet I cried. Mary called this morning but only to talk to Sarah and not me, so that made me cry. But whatever.
So I guess my birthday didn't suck as much as I thought it would. WIsh Phil had, had the day off but that's life right?
Been doing laundry and trying to get that done. Not sure how all
the blankets got down there but at least they are all washed and clean now. I see we need to get more bath towels though. Not sure where they all disappeared but with everything clean there is just not as many as there should be. I was cleaning my room too. I still need to do the dresser, under the bed and wash the floor. I gues ya can say my energy is slowly finding it's way back. I guess that happens when your less stressed.
DJ has such a bad habit of not being reachable that we decided
he needs cell and his allowance is going towards it. Telus has a
deal where we can use Phil's now older phone buy the setup for
65 dollars and then set it up online and get 75$ of airtime. How
good a deal is that? Phil asked twice and the lady said alot of people question it because it is such a good deal. Half DJ's
allowance will be going to his celltime every month. He's a little
upset because he wanted a flip phone I told him to save up if he
wants one. Be Happy to have a phone right?
I have to say my friends are wonderful. Sherri called me, Doreen
called me, Michael sang happy birthday to me until I had to talk
to him about family maintence I don't even want to go there
about what was said then
Anyhow Vickie sent me a card by
mail, Phoenix sent an email card as did my grandmother. I got so
many online friends who sent messages, and ecards, truly if one
of you is reading this it meant alot to me. I hate birthdays they
always make me cry. I know I can't be the only one who gets so
depressed about bdays.
I was soooooooooooooo happy yesterday my counsellor called me
and because it will take awhile for me to get into group she and
my psychiatrist have agreed to see me until I can get in. Thank
God because I need a review of my meds. My meds are making me
feel ill now as is T1's for that matter. Ibuprofen doesn't kill my
pain. Any suggestions?
Is anyone else watching Martha Stewart Apprentice? I was so not
into watching it but nothing else is on in that time slot. Funny
enough it has captured my interest and I find myself interested
in it now. I am in respect of team matchstick. My favorite one was when they did Tide to go Joe for Tide to go stick. Because of them I actually want to get a couple of those pens. One for me to keep with me and one for Phil for work ect. You have to love the economical price too. Hey to my candian friends do you all know about http://www.save.ca ? I love that site because they send you coupons and with my needing to save as much as possible I wish there were more sites like that.
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