sattories Aeonity Blog

Too Much INfo, Insides Overblown..

Sun, 20 May 2007 23:40:26 -0500

Well anyone who has been a friend of mine in the past 10yrs or so knows about Doug. They know my whole world was wrapped up around him and his words were gospel to me. That my love for him was deeper than any love I thought I would ever have again. That he even has been an issue between Phil and I, that I have struggled with staying with Phil to go... Read More

Friendships, Changes, and Medical...

Tue, 08 May 2007 21:41:04 -0500

Well I have been on an emotional high finding old friends. Being a military brat we moved so finding old friends means alot to me. Finding and sorting out family has been fun for me and my daughter as well. Facebook is an awesome site, I swear everyone is on there:) Looks like some changes are coming to my life, new beginnings and old endings, pro... Read More

Too Close To Home...

Fri, 04 May 2007 15:20:55 -0500

The article below the source is from The Province BC Canada Teens with toy gun face charges after school locked down By Matthew Ramsey, The Province Published: Thursday, May 03, 2007 Chilliwack - Two teens who brought a toy gun to Chilliwack Middle School on Thursday afternoon have some serious explaining to do. A teacher at the school call... Read More

I Hate The Darkness...

Wed, 02 May 2007 20:54:04 -0500

Ok firstly yes I am bipolar, yes I am on meds, obviously I need to go back in and once again have them adjusted cause I am shutting down. I am just so tired of having to go back in and see a fuckin psychiatrist. It makes me feel stupid and unworthy. Ask Phil he'll tell you you only have to see one if your psychologically fucked up and stupid :'( As... Read More

Life Is Hell, So Why Live It?

Tue, 01 May 2007 17:52:49 -0500

I had xrays done, blood work and urine samples oh how fun. Turns out my stools on the right side are hugely backed up but all clear on the left side. So she wasn't sure but thinks I could have irritable bowel syndrome, oh lucky me. But we still have to see with ultra sound and ct scan. They shot me up with toridal and gave me a high dose of ativan ... Read More

My Thoughts on Virginia Tech/ Politics of Plenty Of Fish & Angus

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 17:49:32 -0500

No I have not gone to hospital yet, so yes still very sick. More if I get up. I feel not so bad if laying still. I don't want to go through a million tests:( AnyhowI want to say God bless the families and friends of those who lost angels who made their way to heaven this week when Cho shot up Virginia tech on monday. However I do have opinions that... Read More

Dying???

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 14:58:59 -0500

getting sicker everyday. Weaker and fainter everyday. Feels like something is draining inside me everyday in a way I can't describe it's kinda like a cold stinging wierd sensation in my abdomen that kinda penetrates into my back. I get hungry but I eat and I want to hurl it all back up within minutes. Still feeling hot all the time. Doctors kept as... Read More

It Is That Bad

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 15:38:21 -0500

Well it is a kidney infection, which sucks but at least I can deal with at home. Kinda odd though because I feel like everyday I am getting weaker and weaker. In fact yesterday I fainted in the bathroom and woke up an hour and 20mins later to the phone ringing. Which sucked cause I had been called by the school to go pick up my kid. When I came to ... Read More

Doctors Appointment

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 18:22:56 -0500

I saw the doctor the day before yesterday and then yesterday again. The doctor thought I might have appendicitis and a kidney infection on the right side. So I had a blood test it did not show positive for appendicitis. But called me back in for more tests. This doctor thought still I might have appendicitis also won ders if I might have gallstones... Read More

Nonstop Tears

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 22:06:12 -0500

So surprise surprise I am not feeling well today. Once again have the shakes and am hurting all over. I feel like everything is dying from the inside out. Last few days I can't seem to stop from breaking down into spontaneous tears. It has been my experience in the past that sometimes when I cry feeling the way I do now someone has had tradgedy. Li... Read More