Love is entropy
Date: Nov 8th, 2004 11:05:46 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sane
Sound: Frodus - 6/99
So today didn't bring much joy. Slept for way too long, finally got up, only to find out they'd turned off the water. Excellent. So I sat here like a dirtbag trying to write something for the paper, and in 5-6 hours, I got like a page. So, the schedule collapsed, which means I have to write another three pages tomorrow. As if that is going to happen. Wo-fucking-ho.
Spurs officially hired Jol today.
We saw a movie called "Monster" which was supposedly based on a true story. Tough shit. What do we (and when I say we, I mean "I") need love for anyway? We're way too privileged. Everything is so easy. I don't need love, even though I'm obviously subconsciously after it. I don't deserve it either. Maybe I'll just spiritually donate all my love to someone who really needs it. If I even have love in me. Why would I love anyone? It doesn't make too much sense right now. Love someone who is stupid enough to love me. That's like a paradox.
I'll have to force myself up tomorrow. Early. Get some work done.
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