you don't need eyes to see

They say, it's the last song
they don't know us you see,
it's only the last song,
if we let it be.

Selmas Dancing In The Dark
[present]
[the inside]
[stole my heart]
[past]

the shape of things to come

May 20th, 2005 11:16:52 am - Subscribe

June will be HORRIFIC
I have a shit load of exams and I already know I'll be too lazy to actually study for them.
I'll ban myself from being on MSN.. and I'll die.

Whatever
i feel:bloated
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From yesterday\'s scars to pure security

May 5th, 2005 5:16:50 am - Subscribe

The party at Charly's was fun. With all the people headbanging to "Killing In The Name".. ohh <3
I've lost my voice again (but I'm soo used to it that I don't mind it anymore), though.

Moritz took us in his car and.. whoa that car is HUGE. Pimpin HUGE it makes you feel tiny (me anyway). But he's a peeerfect driver- I mean... Adrian isn't thaaat bad a driver but I sit next to him and think 'don't drive that fast, please'.. eh I don't *say* it because blah but I don't have that with Moritz..

I gotta take a shower now
i feel:hip
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strrrrring

May 2nd, 2005 2:43:36 pm - Subscribe

At Moritz's I told Adrian I was gonna to to school by bike and he asked me
"Will you find the way?" grin.gif
AHaha.. no I've only been going to that school for the last 5 years I've totally no idea how to get there.. RIGHTIE

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY..
Get me presents, cunts.
i feel:marvelous
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Music gets the best of me...

May 1st, 2005 1:55:35 pm - Subscribe

The night at Moritz's was pretty fun.
It quite disturbed me that I was sharing a blanket with Adrian when I woke up, though.
And he's a better driver than I'd imagined.. yeah.
When he brought me home I was still wearing pj's (I didn't feel like getting dressed just for a car ride) and there was a car in front of our garage. It startled me and I was prepared to walk in on my mum and whoever drinking coffee in pjs and be embarrassed. But my mum and the owner of the car (who turned out to be... G... something I've forgot his name, she met him on the internet anyways. que odd) were on a bike tour *phew*
Blupp.
i feel:uncomfortable
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The truth is baby, it\'s a lie

Apr 29th, 2005 6:03:49 pm - Subscribe

so we're going to Moritz's tomorrow... and it's gonna be fun. I WANT it to be fun.
I argued with Peer tonight and he said I was agressive because he said 'no, for a change'. If only he'd really say No. The problem is that he doesn't and then gets pissed when people want things from him.
Don't make up fucking ridiculous excuses and just say what the hell you (don't) want. There seem to be quite a lot of people who have problems with that and I don't get it. C'mon... this is not even about self-esteem (which if you ask me, I'm lacking completely) this is about making sure you don't get fucked over. I can't deal with it. Call me insensitive and cold hearted but I think people can stand up for them selves. And if they don't then they shouldn't be surprised and pissed of they get fucked over.. THEIR Fault.
Open your mouth if you (don't) want something or cope with (not) getting it, People.

Done ranting... for this time anyway.
My birthday is in 4 days and I'm making Tiramisu cake with my mum on Monday. Haha.. making a birthday cake for myself how pathetic but I really wanna make a tiramisu cake and my own birthday seems like a good occasion.



i feel:doomed
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