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feeling bad
Date: Sep 9th, 2005 10:24:50 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sorry


well tonight i had golf and i told eva i would call her but we watched a movie and she was asleep when i finally did call.......and now i feel sooooooooooo bad i wanted to talk to her and i told her i would call and i didnt........ug i hate dissapointing her....its like takeing a spoon and scooping my heart out with it.........well i hope she forgives me and i hope my party tomarrow goes over well
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the time imbetween the madness
Date: Sep 7th, 2005 3:16:31 pm - Subscribe
Mood: like i have something to prove


i just re-read a note eva left for me one night (it broght tears to my eyes even thought ive read it many times) and now i miss her terribly....i just saw her an hour ago but it feels like its been months........for some odd reason i feel like spilling my guts to her, telling her how much i love her and how meaningless my life would b without her......i dont know y mabey its a sign that something is about to happen mabey i just relized that ive been wasteing my time on this thing people call a life and not spending more time with........eh what does it matter nobody reads this anyway
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nipples
Date: Sep 6th, 2005 9:34:48 pm - Subscribe
Mood: antsy


im watching mind of mencia its soooooo funny hehe and im having a b-day party saturday haha it will b fun and tomarrow is our first day of school aaaaaaahhhh im scared but i do have alot of nipples to grab hahaha
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bored on my birthday
Date: Sep 4th, 2005 7:48:19 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sadly-wishful


wow eva said she would b home at 8 and its almost 9 all i wanted on this day.....this day i was born 17 years ago........was to see. her waiting litilary hurts i just want the phone to ring and her beautiful voice to be on the other line.........please
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boredum aches my bones
Date: Sep 3rd, 2005 12:03:48 am - Subscribe
Mood: worn


eva is sad and i dont know y i wish i could talk to her now but it is to early in the morning she is probably just getting to sleep or tossing in her bed yurning to be free from the sanity of everyday life
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