shakezulas Aeonity Blog

feeling bad

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 22:24:50 -0500

well tonight i had golf and i told eva i would call her but we watched a movie and she was asleep when i finally did call.......and now i feel sooooooooooo bad i wanted to talk to her and i told her i would call and i didnt........ug i hate dissapointing her....its like takeing a spoon and scooping my heart out with it.........well i hope she forgi... Read More

the time imbetween the madness

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 15:16:31 -0500

i just re-read a note eva left for me one night (it broght tears to my eyes even thought ive read it many times) and now i miss her terribly....i just saw her an hour ago but it feels like its been months........for some odd reason i feel like spilling my guts to her, telling her how much i love her and how meaningless my life would b without her..... Read More

nipples

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 21:34:48 -0500

im watching mind of mencia its soooooo funny hehe and im having a b-day party saturday haha it will b fun and tomarrow is our first day of school aaaaaaahhhh im scared but i do have alot of nipples to grab hahaha... Read More

bored on my birthday

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 19:48:19 -0500

wow eva said she would b home at 8 and its almost 9 all i wanted on this day.....this day i was born 17 years ago........was to see. her waiting litilary hurts i just want the phone to ring and her beautiful voice to be on the other line.........please... Read More

boredum aches my bones

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 00:03:48 -0500

eva is sad and i dont know y i wish i could talk to her now but it is to early in the morning she is probably just getting to sleep or tossing in her bed yurning to be free from the sanity of everyday life... Read More

yeah

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 22:58:25 -0500

hey i finnally got one yessssssss... Read More