WEBEE2MEE
Date: Dec 27th, 2004 10:32:14 p - Subscribe
Right now, I feel ever-so-eeW³
:<<<< sOuNd 3p 4 da MoMeNt >>>>: ang manok *bAw*
walelelele..grabiha wui.....i know that i get so effin bored all the time..then dirty up the whole web with interspersed CRAP...get addicted for a while and then totally forget bout it...but dang! i dint see this coming... dint see coming back to one of them coming... CUM CUM CUM
of course i read my past blogs..and i couldnt help but laugh in utter disgust!! ka lood nako oi...eeeeW.. naboang ko sauna. mura kog kinsa. ka hilaaaassss sa amaw.. i was once what i loathe best! yax yax yax kalami papason! pro yaw lang kay it would defeat my purpose of my decision to continue putting up with this.. this.. kinabuhing y ayo! i need to know meehself. OA OA OA *bAw*
So they AREN'T braindead after all... wee (0)
Nothing Hurts
Date: Jun 30th, 2004 12:43:40 p - Subscribe
Right now, I feel ever-so-pensive
:<<<< sOuNd 3p 4 da MoMeNt >>>>: Typecast - Forget
Take this bloodstained note in my hand
Ripped from my heart is what you can't understand
This shoebox of memories of time and us
Becomes another door, closed but unlocked
The tears that threaten are caught in my throat
So I look around but see the same million doors
Faces that once loved are now screaming gore
But look, no falling tears on mine and yours
Dwell on my words, and spare me a minute
To walk away from all of this unnoticed
And when you look up, tears burning your sight
You will find only nothing except goodbye..
And the memory of me never saying it.
So they AREN'T braindead after all... wee (0)
SCHOOL.
Date: Jun 25th, 2004 7:56:21 p - Subscribe
Right now, I feel ever-so-haven't slept yet.. its 4 am
:<<<< sOuNd 3p 4 da MoMeNt >>>>: sounds of the morning sun.. atay naunsa naman ko
i've been so annoyed at my math teacher for the first 2 weeks of classes. at first i didn't know why. why i hated her class so much. why i wanted to cry out in exasperation when she would come in our room for a painstaking hour and 20 mins of nonstop blabber. and i realized at the mid of the second week that i haven't been listening to her AT ALL (not kidding). i was always talking to my seatmate Grace (one of da erudites..haha) and we would talk about stuff that really were waaay out of the.. way(?ugh) basta. all we did was get consumed in our own world. and one time, i couldn't help what i was feeling that particular math period. so i just gave out some sort of tantrum..ya know, the kind that was supressed and still is, but with smoke comin out some lil holes caused by the insane pressure. ya get my drift. so i was like "Grace, kabaw ka.....kabaw ka..." and she was like "unsa man ba??" and i went "kuan ba...argghh..kabaw ka.. DILI LAGI JUD KO GANAHAN UG MATH. wa ko kabaw ngano.. for the first time i can't.. ya know.. ugh it's driving me nuts!!" Grace was like "Yea, she has this lousy voice.." and i was like "OMFG thats it!!! that is SO it!! that's why i feel so sloppy at math time!!" and that was it. i felt more fulfilled than Confucius was when he died. And i'm like still alive...EAT THAT, LEGENDARY ICON!
So they AREN'T braindead after all... wee (0)
RIP DA RASTA.
Date: Jun 24th, 2004 12:23:35 p - Subscribe
Right now, I feel ever-so-calm
:<<<< sOuNd 3p 4 da MoMeNt >>>>: Mr. Punani by i-have-no-idea-who
I just ripped some reggae songs off some cd my friend Jan lent me, in hope of having me somewhat "converted" to her kind (ryyyyt.) She knew i wasn't really into all that reggae stuff.. especially the ones by pinoy bands. yea i listened to some tracks, they were pretty good actually. music you can chill around on the couch to. but as i listened and listened.. monotony made its way to my ears. and just as fast as i got my funk on, i got bored. You are too. waha.
So they AREN'T braindead after all... wee (0)
|Emo.. NOT This Way|
Date: Jun 23rd, 2004 8:33:18 p - Subscribe
Right now, I feel ever-so-pissed off
:<<<< sOuNd 3p 4 da MoMeNt >>>>: listening to Yellowcard - Rough Draft
i'm trying to make a picture out of the emo scene here in the phils. and i noticed, it's kinda getting really SCENE round here. videos of dashboard and yellowcard are on tv (i've never seen them on cable until now, oOo they're gonna get soo populerr) and NU's also been playing lotsa emo lately. though i don't like coheed and cambria that much, i feel really defensive when NU overplays their song (yea, just that ONE song.. it's ridiculous) ya know, A Favor House Atlantic. and what followed coheed's song is Story of the Year's Anthem of our Dying Day, top 11 on the midnight countdown too. UGH. can't help but get annoyed. so i did what was best.. and turned everything off.
i know i might sound really selfish and all like "who does she think she is?!" well.. i can't help it (and this isn't an apology okay) i just don't want something i feel so passionate about get spoiled by the MASA (God, no) and you would think "so what if it gets mainstream? you're still gonna listen to emo if you really like it that is...stupid poser.." WELL.. if ya think that's the case then okay fine. it's just that, i've never felt anything like this.. i feel ONE with the music. like i really belong. there are actually tons of genres i feel comfortable listening to but i don't love them. with emo, i can really say.. LAB KO TOH! i don't care what you think of me.. poser, conceited, blah.. (omfg, am i really arguing with myself? dang) basta, i love emo. i find joy in looking for bands that are worth listening to and it's no piece of cake for me. that's why i think it's rather unfair if emo's gonna get media exposure here in the phils.. arghh thats one of the things i despise.. MEDIA SPOONFEEDING THE PEOPLE! and the people here in the phils are frickin teenyboppers.. they'll do ANYTHING to be "cool". there'd be tons of em at malls...at parks..seashores.. everywhere...nooo..i just hate thinking bout what'll happen if emo gets out. i mean, it's already out in the U.S., not to mention really SPOILED. here, it doesn't even scream FASHION yet. see how nice everything is AS IT IS?
sigh. i could so live in this moment forever.
So they AREN'T braindead after all... wee (0)
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