update...
Date: Oct 14th, 2004 10:59:31 am - Subscribe
Mood: euphoric


as i said below. the new site has and will continue to take up most of my online time. however, i wanted to stop by and say that John Kerry is 3 for 3 against the GOP. Elecct John Kerry in November! click on over to the new site. its far better! peace. -rabbit grin.gif
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the new site
Date: Oct 12th, 2004 4:10:03 pm - Subscribe
Mood: powerful


hey yall, the new site is taking up all of my time... this site will be there for a few reasons... reasons that i am not quite sure of yet but i can tell you that it will still be here. but i can also promise you that i will not be updating it nearly as much as i do the other one @ tBLOG. this is the site that i am devoting, practically all of my time to.... lcik on over if you havent been there already...


http://bluecavity.tblog.com
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2 deaths today
Date: Oct 11th, 2004 10:12:17 am - Subscribe
Mood: sublime


superman, chris reeves(52) died today and so did a great baseball player, ken caminiti, the 3rd baseman from the Astros and a few other teams during his career. he was 41. cry.gif
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Mind chat...
Date: Oct 10th, 2004 4:32:12 pm - Subscribe
Mood: patriotic


ok, so the topic of this post is sort of gay... who cares... i was lost for words when deciding what to title it. anyways, today started off shitty. i had to go to work at main meal for 5 hours for community service/service learning, whatever its called... so that sucked. i felt like George Bush in Farenheit 9-11 when he's like, "anybody want some grits..." LMAO!!! gah - he is such an idiot. speaking of the devil himself - i am just sitting here watching chris wallace interview an equally brainwashed moron, condy rice - OUR NATIONAL SECURITY ADVISOR! gah, its really sad! she just said that even though we know saddam didnt have WMD's and there is NO connection between saddam and bin laden, that they STILL would have taken our country to war!!!! wth!!!! these idiots are completely unfit to be leading the FREE world! i tell you one thing, had i been one of the parents of siblings of someone who died in Iraq, George Bush would REALLY be on my hit list. i mean think about it, the reasons that your son or daughter are dead is based on faulty intelligence and reasoning... so all we can give you is, "your sons and daughters were brave and heroic...????..." is that something that remotely flies with you? well it sure as hell wouldnt with me! and that bullshit that all these pro-war, pro-bush warhawks advocate that they made the decision to volunteer for the military makes their sacrafice not Bush's fault are completely and 110% wrong! DEAD WRONG! just b/c i choose to serve in teh military doesnt mean that i have to fight wars for one man's interest. i mean its a sad day when u have to be scared to join the military (as i was by re-niggin on ETSU Army ROTC) just because you're afraid to go fight a war that is WRONG! wonrfully funded, wrongfully declared, and wrongfully based on faulty intelligence!!!! its a shame that i dont want to serve my country b/c of george bush's illogical war! SAD AS HELL! i just wish i could smack the hell out of that bastard for what he has done to my fellow countrymen and to our name in the world! angry.gif i just hate the president of the USA right now! i do NOT respect him. i DO NOT support him. i WILL NOT support him. he has cut cops on the streets and programs that fund more police officers! that is shitty considering that i am in teh process of pursuing my dream of being a police officer!!!! and i am supposed to support a bastard that cuts funding and voted against supporting the influx of more police officers? HELL NO I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO! nor will i!!!!! vote for john kerry and support the real patriotic candidate in this presidential election! someone who lies, wont admit they are wrong, infringes on the citizens of this country's rights, wrongfully invades other countries, overthrows them and THEN calls them an allied part of our coalition is a moron, and completely unfit for command!!! VOT FOR JOHN KERRY IN NOVEMBER AND LETS GET THE BUSH HOLE FIRED AND IN TEXAS WHERE HE BELONGS!!!! peacez. -shine
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VICTORY IN ATHENS!
Date: Oct 9th, 2004 6:56:43 pm - Subscribe
Mood: lovesick


omg!!! The Vols won in Athens, GA tonite against the Bulldogs! i am soooo glad considering they were a double digit under-dog going into the game! we won 19-14 and it came down to the last 0:01 and GA choked!!! long live the UT Volunteers! grin.gif i still feel wmpty in a way though... i miss the one i love... cry.gif but i wont sit here and whine about it.. theres another time in another day for that... i believe.. i believe... without beliving in love and something real, life isn't worth living... i have tried to sto pdipping but i just can't... i get nervous when the Vols play or when Bush and John Kerry debate and just with all of this that is on my mind, sometimes i just feel like folding... but i cannot, nor will i... i wont give up, i will survive and be strong.. i know my heart and it is strong. it will not die (emotionally) ever! and i think that its funny how 'emoblog' .com or whatever picks a modd for you, and out of the like 50 that there are, this one 'lovesick' applies now more than ever.. i am with the one i love but the more i see her and thinking about all of the amazing memories we have had, i reminsce on them and get sad and lonely... i know this post started out as a "victory in athens" post about the great heroic volunteers from my state of tennessee, however, i cant hide my feelings and they seem to bleed through no matter what kind of facade i try to forge upon myself. i am getting sick (jinx) i think... well not too bad but like arunny nose and itchy eyes... i just PRAY to the Lord that it doesnt turn into something requiring serious medical attention like what i had a month ago, roughly... (strep) sad.gif anyways, these antihistamines should be suffice and combat this mild cold quite well.. aaron is in Alabama playing with his band and it's lonely here... quiet and yes i like that, however, its just ....... empty. at times when i think that i have it bad or feel down on myself, i just think about all of the things that the Lord has blessed me with and given to me and i just sit back and calmly smile... its almost a cozy feeling upon my inner being to some odd extent. i am being educated beyond many others in my time, i am growing and constantly evolving into the person the Lord wants me to be i honestly believe. given i have many things that i need to get right first and foremost but if the Lord gives me time, in the end i will prevail - i doubt this not in the slightest bit. music, music has always been there for me and always continues to never fail me. its such an emotional thing and helps me get through a lot. i need to read my Bible more and i am not trying to come off as a Bible thumper b/c i am not that by any means. but i feel a longing in my heart to be more... be better.. be closer to the one who created me. i feel so many distant, yet unwantedly, intimately close hinderances that inevitably hold me back. in time i shall overcome them and be more be better be more evolved into the person God needs and has in mind for me to be. i dont know how i got to this deeply profound (that was so redundant) point to post this when it started out as a UT Vols post, but it has become keenly clear what i needed and had to say. i said it and i feel vinciated if that is the correct terminology. speaking of 'ologies', i need to read some criminology to stay on top in my class and remain at the top of my class. i am running close with another female and she might have an edge on me but i think that and know that i can overcome her with my academic talents that God has so generously blessed me with. until next time, remember, the VOLS won and John Kerry is ahead and is going to win in November. Give him your vote and he will give us all 4 - 8 years of great leadership that we all need... thank your local Police Dept. for the services they provide you with and take time to thank the Lord for all he has given to you, i know and will be the first to say that i dont do that enough. however, i will in teh future and can fathom of not a better time than now... it is finished. one love.... -rabbit cool.gif



p.s. sometimes i just wish that i could be under this tree on my background and in the wild with nature and the God whom created her. what a peace that passes all understanding. i could sit here and gaze at that beautiful background forever. just my thoughts after i had to edit this post to share this with you all. goodnight and goodday folks. one love... -rabbit
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