shizukanis Aeonity Blog

the photographs your boyfriend took...

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 00:36:41 -0500

***** is laying on my couch. he's in town for a few days, chilling out. so what would i do in a perfect world? i'd walk over to that couch kneel on the floor roll you to your side run my hands slowly from the top of your head, through your hair, down your face to your neck, out to your shoulders and place my lips gently on yours. ... Read More

{Hmmm...}

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 01:59:23 -0500

5 for right now... who? ***** what? laying my head in your lap, fast asleep because you're holding me. when? right now. through the morning. where? on my futon. why? because i'm insecure, uncomfortable, and i want to be with you.... Read More

Augh.

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 00:57:46 -0500

so i found out ***** wont be staying but for a day and a few hours this december when he comes to visit. thats really depressing. i really want to see him....badly. too badly.... Read More

rhetoric.

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 21:25:54 -0500

who? ***** what laying next to your body, close enough to be warm, far enough away to be desired. when only a couple hours where a cozy couch...a fluffy bed why you make me so comfortable inside. so warm, so complacent.... Read More

The Faint-Desperate Guys

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 21:35:21 -0500

I have been feeling this song ever so lately... Don't know why....*****. Was it more than attraction And a physical lust? Her loins, my imagination, That first inconceivable touch That I was planning, I mean wishing, How embarassed I'd been If you knew what I was thinking And whoa when it started my first thought was love ... Read More

gawd.

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 16:24:24 -0500

what i wouldnt give to have you here right now.... Read More

here\'s what i think...

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 17:17:21 -0500

it's so great to come into lab here at school, pull out the ipod, turn on some faint, and tune out the rest of the world. thank you ipod, for bringing the highlight of the day today. and for *****, i wish i knew who that person was. i don't know why...i'm just curious. do you really like my hair?... Read More

Oh why...

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 17:53:58 -0500

I am so jealous of her...the object of your undying affection...every post you make about her...it aches my heart that much more...What I wouldn't give to be in her position...only I would return the feelings to you, unlike she does. She is undeserving of your affection.... Read More

something i think about..

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 02:02:54 -0500

do you ever become so familiar with someone's face, that when you happen to look at it, you get the feeling you don't recognize them at all? post a comment and tell me i'm not crazy.... Read More

it\'s early morning

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 03:23:26 -0500

i'm shooting emails back and forth with my ex, out to sea at the moment, i'm stuck in my little corner with my desk, some fun-sized heath bars, and the internet. he wrote this to me today: "you know what ****? sometimes i wish we could live like split lives...like clones and let them do the things we cannot..." well...needless to say, i w... Read More