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i dont love him for his looks i love him for his music

Sep 5th, 2005 4:19:31 pm - Subscribe

music: bright eyes- landlocked blues

i was on myspace looking at bright eyes profile and i read all the comments. but on almost all the comments its somebody saying "conor your so hot i would fuck u in a second". i havent seen anyone say that he writes such pretty words or that his lyrics have touched their hearts. sure he's a beautiful man but i would care if he looked like chewbacca. i would still listen to his music. his music has touched my heart. he's the reason i started writing songs. well i wrote songs before i ever heard bright eyes. but ever since when i heard bright eyes for the first time i started trying to write songs that mean something.

i just love conor

-jade
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screw everything i ever said

Sep 4th, 2005 12:35:31 am - Subscribe
Mood: in love
music: bright eyes- first day of my life

forget whatever said about love. how love isnt real and its just about sex. and that the only reason why people say it is cuz they think its just the right thing to say. that was before sara. sara opened my eyes. she showed me not to be afraid to get close.

shes the only person that thinks im not a complete dumbass. shes perfect. she never makes me happy. i dont cry as much as i used to. she eased my lonleness. i met her on a chatroom. i know that sounds retarded. but i guess its not uncommon for people like myself. and what makes me love her even more is that she loves bright eyes.

the only problem is, is that she lives in england. and i live in arizona. but she told me that shes moving here next year. she told me that her dad is only letting her move here becuase she promised that she would work for him.

i cant wait for her to get here so i can hold her in my arms. what the fuck is wrong with me i never thought of holding a girl in my arms before.
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i punched a hole through my door

Aug 28th, 2005 7:57:02 am - Subscribe
Mood: annoyed of the gay guy
music: bright eyes-hit the switch

clint came over my house yesterday. everything was going well. until he started to be his annoying self again. like everytime i went out of my room to go to the kitchen or something he would lock the door on me. and the second time he locked the door i got really mad and started punding the door until suddenly my hand went through the door. not completly through but there still is a hole. and i had to cover it up with this stupid sign that clint gave me that says angela's parking.

then later after we went to the movies. we came nback to my house. he wanted to burn another cd. i said sure. but i didnt have anymore blank cd's. he got mad. i told him that it wasnt my fault he used them all up. so he started to go through all my stuff in my room. he was looking for my guitar pics. he said he wants to put them in his binder. but he doesnt even play guitar! i bet he just tells people he plays guitar. he dresses like a skater but he doesnt even skate. i toid him he was a poser and he said if i am i dont care.

hes my best friend but he pisses me off to the point that i punch a hole through my door.

-jade
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what happened in my life lately

Aug 27th, 2005 1:05:22 pm - Subscribe
Mood: queasy
music: bright eyes- take it easy(love nothing)

i've been in school for 2 weeks. its gotten better. a good thing is im not as depressed as i used to be. like the first day of school i was just so depressed cuz i wasnt used to the change. not that there was a big diffrence between highschool and middle school.

i have't talked to ming lately. i dont think he wants to talk to me anymore. but i dont think i should talk to him anymore. he brags about his money a lot. and also he was planning to use clint for sex. i dont think i can be friends with a guy that could do that to my best friend in the whole world.

i think ive been losing weight. thats a good thing cuz im tired of being that chubby little filipino girl.

-jade


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what the hell

Aug 23rd, 2005 10:41:12 pm - Subscribe
Mood: what the hell
music: dashboard confessional-remember to breath

today ive been saying to myself what the hell alot. ok me and chad were walking down to my locker and then allison the girl farted on me last year comes up to me and hugs me and she tells me that its her birthday in my head i was like what the hell this skank just hugged me. she probably just wants everybody to tell her happy b-day. well to make her happy i said "happy birthday allison". i said it in the fakest possible way that anybody can say happy birthday. and i had the fake smile on my face like all the other girls in my grade have when they talk to me.

then the other time i said what the hell is when chad told me that diana makes gabby spy on our conversations. i bet she thinks i'm going to steal him away from her. which is absolutly not true. first of all hes a guy. and also he has crunchy hair. hes just a friend. a very weird friend thats likes to talk about oral alot. that made me say what the hell. thai just have zero intrest in that kid.

-jade


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