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silentpoet Casting Shadows - Subscribe
I am at the ledge, I have a choice,
Will it be life or Death?
Each path calls with it's own voice,
taunting right and left.

I see the light, casting shadows,
my decision still unmade
Do I take the road less travelled
or dare i risk the shame?

Trust is earned by unspoken words,
but quickly seen as fake
All my problems quickly sovled,
my resolve about to break

I know the road, which I deny
I know the truth, which I ignore
I know the number, but i'm to shy
I know the way, rest assured

An ocean of emotion swallows me whole
Fingers losing grip, i'm losing control
Treading on thin air, I begin my descent
From the bottom of my soul begins my lament

Glimpses of light just blind my eyes
I chase after knowledge, ignoring the wise
I delay my choice, it's taking it's toll
What once was pure, darkens to coal.
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Mood: introspective
Song: thief-third day

silentpoet Motives Oct 17th, 2006 1:33:27 am - Subscribe
Motives


Outward inspections miss inward reflections
Spiritual infections and mental dissections
Hope fades to complacency and complacency to doubt
Feeling overwhelmed, I lost in a rout.

What reason to persist? What motive to persevere?
Knowledge of God? Respect reverence or fear?
Head full of knowledge, hear devoid of truth
Subtly fooled by a spiritual ruse.

One of the chosen or one of the damned,
There’s no dictionary to define who I am.
Internal confliction causes Eternal decay
I find my path straight wide and paved

The author of my destruction, waive my right to a jury,
Accepting my judgment, preparing my soul to be buried
The truth is out there, beyond the limits of my pain
Freedom mocks me, sitting outside the reach of these chains

The thought of peace is diluted by confusion,
The concept of peace, corrupted by intrusion
Hope for the hopeless is there some left for me?
Love for the loveless, I hear that it’s free.
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Mood: abnormal

silentpoet A heart to heart Oct 28th, 2006 1:53:26 am - Subscribe
I told my heart today
to play it safe and keep away
from dangerous alleys and memory lane

Alas it was not to be,
as i thought of her by five to three,

I caught my heart's attention,
and called it back in line,
pouting it returned as if the fault were mine

I put my heart upon the shelf,
but it fell upon my sleeve
and splashed it's way in my thoughts
and turned my hopes to dreams

I found a box with several locks
and put my heart inside,
but soon it claimed it would behave
and in silence would reside

no later than the final word
I found myself decieved
my heart did not return in silence,
but reminded me of she

I fought back with thoughts of work,
but found my fight was weak
For literary classics, their opposition meek.

As many marvels as shakespear wove,
the rug stayed beneath my feet,
As delightful as stories are,
their presence i do not seek

Truly treasures, both new and old,
their history above disdain,
but against her beauty within,
could they truly hope to tame?


So, a heart to heart with my heart to start,
a comprise be made,
if it can give me a fighting chance,
my feelings i'll conceed

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Mood: procrastinating
Song: Samson-Regina Spektor