i hate hangovers
Date: Feb 19th, 2005 5:38:57 pm - Subscribe
Mood: guilty
god i am such a horrible person!!!!! i can't say why in case someone knows me and reads this. but i am horrible. i got soooo trashed last night and.......................... ok i did something that i shouldn't have done but i wanted to and it was a lot of fun but now i feel really really bad. the night started out great but i knew where it was going to end up and i didn't even try to stop it, if anything i encouraged it. and now i hope that no one finds out ( which no one should we all promised that it wouldn't leave us) but i thought that i had changed but this was something the old me would have done so i guess i haven't changed. it wouldn't have been a horrible thing if i wasn't in the situation that i am in now if this was a year ago it would have been great and i would have no reason to feel horrible or guilty. ok i am done whining now. write more in a couple days
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war week
Date: Feb 16th, 2005 6:54:42 pm - Subscribe
Mood: copacetic
ok i have been really really busy lately. Hopefully i get to go home at the end of march ryan already got his leave approved now i am waiting on mine i am keeping my fingers crossed. This weekend i get to work at the all-star game. i don't even like basketball but i am going for free and it will look good on my epr so that maybe i can get btz. not that any of you know that that stuff is but it's my blog. Ryan is going out of town this weekend so i am hoping that this all-star game will keep me busy.
i am excited that i will be able to watch brooke soon she is sooo cute.
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update
Date: Feb 11th, 2005 1:33:29 pm - Subscribe
Mood: asleep
ok sorry i haven't updated i have had nothing to write about. nothing has happened this week monday i got off work early to go do snow removal that night so tues i didn't have to work which was awesome i caught up on some much neeeded sleep since i was sick. then wed and thurs are short days becuz of pt so today will seem really really long.
oh the other day my sister listened to her babys heartbeat. that is soo cool i wish i could have been there. i can't wait to go home and see her.
this morning i didn't want to get out of bed and ryan is soo cute in the morning, when my alarm goes off he doesn't want me to get up so he holds me real tight to him... go di love him so much.
well i have alot of work to do today
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feeling weird
Date: Feb 4th, 2005 3:08:17 pm - Subscribe
Mood: loopy
well i am officially not pregnant which is a good thing i think i would like to have a kid but i can wait. i haven't really decided ryan wants me to marry him and i want to but i feel that i am too young and yet at the same time i want to be with no one but him. i am a huge flirt and flirt with almost every guy but at the end of the day i just want to go home to ryan.
sorry i haven't up dated in a while i have been real busy. i have the day off yaaaaa!!!! but ryan doesn't which is ok i have some things i need to get done. well not much has happened since i last wrote so when something does i wil write about it
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it's finallly friday!!!
Date: Jan 28th, 2005 1:42:41 pm - Subscribe
Mood: kawaii
Anyways i love that song it always gets me reved up on friday mornings. i am now 13 days late and hoping that i am pregnant. but my mom said that when i come home on leave that ryan can come with me and stay in the rec room which is a huge step up for her like walking on the moon huge or sliced bread huge. so i am excited about that even tho i have almost 20 days of leave and he only has like 10. so i don't know how long we will stay or when we will go. i want to go home soon i haven't been since aug. and i really miss my friends and family. but i think i will wait til march when the weather is better. one of the first things i will do is go to steak and shake god i miss the place!
my mom doesn't even know that i might be pregnant i haven't told her yet cuz i don't want her to worry she already has my preggo sister to worry about and i don't even know for sure yet.
oh i was soo excited the other day i bought empire records that is one of my favorite movies. i know like every word and i hadn't seen it in like 2 years cuz i left mine at home. i hope everyone has a great friday.
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