poppycock
Date: Dec 13th, 2004 2:10:51 pm - Subscribe
Mood: interested
isn't that a weird name for a snack food? anyways had a pretty good weekend spent most of it with ryan.
this morning i got to work and had an e-mail from joel with his number damn i am good i feel bad cuz i love ryan but joel is soo hot but i guess we can see how things turn out. i went christmas shopping this weekend i got my dad, ryan and one of my sisters so thats half. i got ryan curve cologne cuz it is awesome just makes me want to eat him up (or any guy that is weaaring it).
damn saaturday night i had like the best sex ever with ryan it was great. but for some reason lately he has been holding off on me we used to have sex everyday and now it is like every 3 days or something.
i can't help but think of joel though hopefully wed he will talk to me and maybe he is going to the wing holiday party. oh that would be grand.
i think i know why i am all about joel when i alreay have ryan i think it is becuz he acts like i am so disposable like if when fight he either says get out of my room and take all your shit or maybe we aren't meant to be together which makes me feel like he doesn't care when i know he does by the way he talks to other people about me. but then i think that i never keep relationships very long they haven't lasted more then 5 months but that is becuz i keep having to move states so colorado and michigan are far away and so are indiana and mississippi so it is hard to keep a long distance one. well i can tell now that i am just rambling. i think that maybe if i just spend some time with joel that i will figure things out.
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