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I have spent the week mostly holed up, reading, playing games and making pathetic attempts at playing the guitar. The first week of the holiday is gone and I have no new experience to show for it, all the exciting things I promised myself I would do.. just like most promises I make to myself are empty. Had my IC checked last Tuesday to verify my age, and I could have kissed the angel at Chillies when she said she doubted that I was above 21. I feel as if adulthood crept up on me, I feel tricked and cheated somewhat, if Life was a merchant I would say that the years were shorter than he promised and I want a refund. ************************************* I am so annoyed with this anti-drugs campaign, not only because I firmly believe that drugs should be legal; but its potraying drug addicts as criminals when an addiction is a sickness and any monkey should know this. And now we should all rejoice because Malaysia is about to turn into Iran. The "public indecency" law doesnt even allow holding hands in public. I think the best response to this would be a mass orgy in Dataran Merdeka... I know enough people who would do it if drunk enough. ************************************* I had a handwriting analysis done online today. It was like having a very bitchy but loved friend say all the things you know and dont want to hear. In a nutshell I am one cold-hearted bitch who dreams too much and doesnt like making friends. Its raining right now. Im always sad when it rains, I think of the most melancholy things. Its oddly mixed with a feeling of comfort because there is nothing better than going under the covers with a good book when its pouring outside. I miss my little sister, and it hurts because I dont really know this sister that I miss because I wasnt around during the important years. The transition between little talking doll and full-fledged thinking being. And I am vain even in my sadness, I am looking in the mirror thinking how cute my sad face is and my hair looks super good today. |