battered
Date: Nov 25th, 2005 6:43:10 pm - Subscribe
Mood: drowning in remorse


 i'm sorry...

i don't even deserve the attention...
i don't deserve the love...

i apologize for causing you this much pain.

i'm so sorry

but i cannot love you the same way that you love me..
i know you're not asking me to feel the same way..

but..

i don't know. you are my friend and it pains me to know that i am causing you this much heartbreak.

you smile... but i know you're breaking down.
you remain standing... but i know you're weary and broken..

i'm so sorry. sad.gif

i know you'd tell me you don't need my pity. i don't pity you. but... i just don't want to hurt you.

i'm tired of hurting people, causing them pain, making them miserable.

i never asked for this.

i wish i can make you happy. cry.gif

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void

i don't know. i am happy. i am sad. i feel.. confused.

i'm starting to breathe again but i feel like i'm still being held back by my past.

who am i? am i alive?

there are a lot of things i would like to say here..

but i am lost.

let me gather my thoughts...

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Comments: (3)

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Comments:

chillout92 - November 25th, 2005
i don't know exactly what's going on in your situation, but i can say this; You deserve love. and it means alot that you're sensitive to others and that you care.

anonymous - November 29th, 2005
si jini itoh. nagbabasa lang. ='|

anonymous - November 30th, 2005
whoever your friend is won't appreciate the fact that your feeling this way towards the situation. let her be. it's her/his decision to love you. as long as he/she is not asking for anything in return just be yourself. you don't have to feel sad. you're very fortunate for having people love you that way
Sorry anonymous, this user does not allow double comments to be posted.