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dying young
Date: Nov 26th, 2005 9:03:19 pm - Subscribe
Mood: weary


"i wonder how that feels..."

i was sitting in front of the playpen, munching onion rings, watching a couple of kids waste themselves silly playing with each other, wondering..

i was a very repressed child. i never experienced childhood. haha! *geez* i grew up faster than i should be. and i can't help but wonder...

"how does that feel?"

i envy them. they have something i don't have. peace of mind. they may not be completely free, but on second thought, are we?

i am tired.

of being old. of being me.

23 years. god, i should be enjoying my youth.

*sigh*
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