hers
Date: Dec 3rd, 2005 12:10:03 am - Subscribe
Mood: complicated
"why do i keep on falling for every girl who shows me the least bit of attention?"
Joel hit it straight to the point when he said that in Eternal sunshine of th spotless mind
yeah. i wonder why.
oh well. but i love her still.
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tell me i'm wrong. tell me i shouldn't treat you this way. i don't wanna feel sorry but i can't help it. don't make me stop feeling this way because i can't control it. the same way i cannot control the way you feel. you don't want me to be hurt by your being hurt. then can i ask you not to be hurt instead? this is a domino effect. treat me the same way and i'd treat you the same way. i apolgize for making your world a lot more complicated. never meant to. but i wanna keep you with me as a friend, how we used to be. selfish? if you think that i am, then by all means, ignore me. the least that i wanna bring you right now is more pain. can you not treat me the same way as before? forget these entries. you know i am maudlin. and you know very well that i am more than demented. this is nothing but release of all the thoughts plaguing my mind right now. if i dont release it, i'm bound to lose it completely.
i know you are reading this.
but are you reading this?
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people never seem to take me seriously. *pouts*
geez.
am i really a big joke? *sigh* forgive me, just whining.
for the first freaking time in my life, i asked somebody out.
and she thought i was joking
oh well.
i'm not big with words. i do better writing than actually talking out loud.
guess i should just repeat the question.
movie. food. talk. next week?
pathetic, leigh. *groans*
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