sleighers Aeonity Blog

a letter to gremlin

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 15:46:29 -0600

gremlin, ei. ^___^ it's been a while. no news from you for quite some time now. so... what's new? me.... hmmm.. where should i start? i am happy. now. for a change. can't believe it myself but i am. happy without even feeling guilty. happy without any care. for the first freaking time in my life, i am living for now without any care for t... Read More

outside looking in

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 20:48:06 -0600

i have promised myself a lot of things for the past year... none of them were ever taken into account. new year. but i cannot help but ask, "what is new, anyway?" don't get me wrong. i have enjoyed (?) pretty much a lot of things for the past couple of months but everytime i try to look back i cannot help but wonder if there is ind... Read More

winter solstice

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 09:17:25 -0600

let the night enclose me, hold me... devour me. let this existence be. come, watch me as i slowly take off my skin to reveal my entire being. let me dance, my naked soul unravelling the truth behind my humanity. can you see me? can you feel me? this is my all, my soul. let me in... let me be... have you seen me crying? enclose my... Read More

the unattainable

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 20:53:30 -0600

far coner of the eye... "kitty cat nozzles on, licks her face... moonlit musings languid then everything becomes proactive... no longer chooses to be alone... no longer curbed in the space she calls her own. for a time being she's always found solace in solitude, forever in conclusion that this is...was...her nascent state of b... Read More

hers

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 18:10:03 -0600
"why do i keep on falling for every girl who shows me the least bit of attention?" Joel hit it straight to the point when he said that in Eternal sunshine of th spotless mind yeah. i wonder why. oh well. but i love her still. ======= tell me i'm wrong. tell me i shouldn't treat you this way. i don't wanna feel sorry but... Read More

dying young

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 15:03:19 -0600
"i wonder how that feels..." i was sitting in front of the playpen, munching onion rings, watching a couple of kids waste themselves silly playing with each other, wondering.. i was a very repressed child. i never experienced childhood. haha! *geez* i grew up faster than i should be. and i can't help but wonder... "how does that ... Read More

battered

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 12:43:10 -0600
i'm sorry... i don't even deserve the attention... i don't deserve the love... i apologize for causing you this much pain. i'm so sorry but i cannot love you the same way that you love me.. i know you're not asking me to feel the same way.. but.. i don't know. you are my friend and it pains me to know that i am cau... Read More

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 21:56:08 -0600
a smile more blinding than the sun's... an aura dripping with deadly sweetness... a shadow covering the entire truth... a facade that never stops... when will you shed off the mask? when will you show me yourself? will you ever let me in? "a heart covered in ice..." .... a decision i made...... Read More

breathing...

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 10:37:04 -0600
whew. here i am again. :D am still currently fixing the site ... but geez, how i missed writing. still feels like the old one. had this place not blocked the previous server, i guess i won't be having any trouble setting this up again. anyhow, whatever. aeonity's kind of nice, actually. hmmmm. i wonder where i would start. *sigh... Read More