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Date: Jan 4th, 2005 6:50:41 pm - Subscribe
Mood: scandalous
current sickness:: too full from lunch

An update! holy crap. Hey everyone. I really dont like school. ~whines~ I just want to go home and go back to bed. I'm so lazy but oh well. I am going to love college where I dont have to be in class till 9 and then I can go home and do whatever until my next class. Oh it is going to be great. I think that I will follow in Marle's footsteps and make a list so I dont have to write alot.

Since last update:

-had Quint spend all New Years Eve day with me
-cooked dinner with him
-had fun New Years with Quint and the Quad Squad
-started working at the clinic
-hating working with Kort(cause she's lazy) and Cooke(cause he's an ass)
-went and saw Quint on Sunday
-had "fun" for like 2 hours X_x
-played pool with Quint
-lost pool games
-finished LLH project
-went and saw real mom
-talked to her
-had bad dream about Quint and me
-cried alot until I went back to sleep
-worked and had prom fashion show practice
-laughed at stupid guys at practice
-didnt talk to Quint all day
-got call from Quint finally at 11:30pm
-was asleep when he called
-woke up and answered phone to yell at him for waking me up
-talked to Quint
-finally went back to sleep
-came to the hell hole known as school
-help stupid J.B. Suiter get ready for new six weeks
-pray to be home
-hoped that Marle has fun getting her braces off
-updating journals ^_^

Ok there done! I will try to update more regulary now that I am back on a schedule.

Becca AKA Chaos
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Crazy thing called life
Date: Dec 29th, 2004 7:08:08 am - Subscribe
Mood: bipolar
current sickness:: men in general

Wow life never fails to surprise the crap out of me. Lets see what has happened and is going to happened in the last/next few days:

1) I have to go tomorrow to Sugar and Spice at 11:30am to be fitted for dresses for Prom Fashion Show!! yay. Then Mrs. Cobb is taking me, Alicia and Alyssa out to lunch. At 3:30 I have Prom Fashion Show practice. Hopefully we will start learning our routine then. Yes we have to have a routine to music for this. I know its crazy but hey i am just hoping to have some fun.

2)I want to kill Brett for the crap that he is pulling with Emy and Kendra. ~glares~ I know tha Emy is a big girl and can handle her own life but that doesnt mean that I still dont want to smash his face in a little. I just hope that he gets what he deserves in the end like a STD!!

3)Kort is pissed at the Emy and Marle because she feels that they dont trust her to tall her stuff. I told her about the drinking plans and she got pissed because we had told her yet. She isnt that mad at me since I'm that one that told her. She just feels that her friendship should mean more than that. She has all the right to be mad cause I know that I would be too. So she isnt go to go drink with us the first time but said that she may go later. She also said that she would cover for us if we needed it. I feel bad for ever doubting what she would do but hey I guess that this is how you learn.

4)Quint is trying so hard to be sweet to me lately after we got in a fight about the things he said about Kort. He told me that he realizes why I was mad and would have been too if he were in my position. I am glad but it is alittle over powering at times. He just loves me so much and sometimes I dont know if I feel that same intensity towards him. I love him or atleast I think that I do. I just fear that he loves me a whole lot more than I love him. Its just confusing. I want to be with him but if I am around other guys I start to question myself. I am supposed to go with Amanda over to Stephen and TJ's this week. I fear going over there. I do have a small crush on TJ. He doesnt like me back or anything but still...I fear that giving the chance to make a move an TJ that I would. And Quint has told me that if I ever cheated on him that it would kill him. I just dont want to make that mistake but there are times when I dont fully trust myself. I just pray that when facing temptation that I can say no.

5)I went and saw 'Darkness' tonight with Kort, Emy and Marle. It wasnt that good. I had except a lot better. It didnt have a climax or anything. It was jumpy but not really scary. Damn previews for leading me on. Oh well.

ok well that is all that I fell like writing for now so bye bye

Becca
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Aftermath of X-mas
Date: Dec 27th, 2004 6:04:01 am - Subscribe
Mood: cheated
current sickness:: hating the reflection I see

Aftermath of Christmas
Well I hope that everyone had a good Christmas. I did for the most part. I got alot of cool stuff. To write it all would take forever but I did get some really cool clothes from my mom and grandmother and a BADASS digtal camera from my dad. My camera is so pimp. N-E-Ways

I finally got to see Quint and spend time with him. ~yay does happy dance~ He got me Care Bear DVDs for Christmas. I love them. He says that he wont watch them with me but we see about that. ~evil grin~

Ok well the real reason that i am online is that I actually got off my lazy ass and fill out my college applications. Yay for me. I filled out Utm and Murry State and then registered for the Feb. ACT. So atleast that is one less thing that I have to worry about.


Ohhh. Quint and me were talking about Kortni today cause he is trying to hook her up with his friend, Aaron. But he kinda made me mad in that he keep going on and on about wow pretty Kort was and could be if she'd let me fix her up alittle. I just started to wonder how often he looks at Kort when he is over here, so I asked him. (I know why to be blunt about it but hey thats just me) He just laughed and told me that he never looked at her that way cause he was with me but he then proceded to continue to go on about "how banging her body was". I was just like oh I'm sorry that I am not as 'banging' as my sister. All he made me want to do is eat diet pills and go get on the tridmachine and run like hell. He told me that he likes me but then he says oh much he likes Korts body so WTF? what am I suppossed to think?!?! I just wanted to crawl up in a ball. He didnt mean to make me feel bad but he did. I felt like all of the sudden I wasnt good enough for him that he liked me but he would like me a whole lt more if i looked like Kort did. God I hate men sometimes!

Oh well I am not going to focuse on that right now. I feel better just having vented about it so i guess that I am going to go to bed now. Bye Bye

Becca


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X-mas break
Date: Dec 24th, 2004 8:35:50 pm - Subscribe
Mood: bummed
current sickness:: nothing. yay. I am finally not sick. now that I said that watch me get sick again.

Sorry for not updating in FOREVER but I have been lazy. My break is slowly dragging on. I am pretty much just cleanig house and sleeping. YAY!(not) I really havent done much to write about but I am sure that I can think of something.

I havent seen Quint in 5 days!!! I know that that doesnt seem like that long but I really miss him. Hopefully I will get to see him tomorrow for X-mas. The snow and crap has keep him from getting here to see me since Mom refuses to let me drive again until she says so. I just want to feel his arms around me. I saw him Sunday cause that was your 3 month anniversary. He took me to Cappo's(sp) in South Fulton to eat and then later he took me to see '...Series of Unfortunate Effets'.

The family went shopping Wednesday. We went to Memphis. It was fun but while we were there it started to snow so by the time we decided to leave and try to head home the roads were already bad. We left memphis at 2:45 and didnt get home until 5:15! That was one of the longest car rides in my life. I thought that I was going to kill Cooke before we made it to the house.

Mom's been in a bad mood for the past two days. She misses Kelli and was afaird that Kelli wasnt going to be able to come home for X-mas. Kelli is coming though so she should be here by tonight. Mom was afaird that she wasnt going to have all her kids home for the holidays. We were trying to clean the house for the last two days and it is finally done. It wont stay this way for long but what the hell we tried. I just want X-mas to be here so I can have my presents and my Quint. I would trade in all of my presents right now just to be able to see him.

Well i guess that I dont have anything else to write abiout so bye bye for now. And Merry Chirstmas to all.

Becca
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The week of my life.
Date: Dec 13th, 2004 6:35:20 pm - Subscribe
Mood: stoked
current sickness:: just a little sniffles but getting better I hope

If you read my insane journal this one if free of typos!

Heya everyone! Sorry about the lack of updates but I have been busy and when I'm not busy I'm pretty much being a lazy bum. HAHA Oh well I am updating today so YAY!!

Ok lets see what has happened to me in the last week:

1) I'm not pregnant! NO babies for me. I promise in the future to be more careful and I'm hoping that after Christmas I can get on the shot so I never have to worry about that again.

2) I worked at Santa's Village Saturday morning. Emy and I got to work together. We probably had one of the crappest jobs in the world. We had to sit at the back door and wait for people to come in. We would click a number counter and ask them to sign in. But after 20 minutes and only 3 people Emy and I were bored out of our minds. Oh well We finally got to leave that job at 1:00pm and then we went to help the can drive but they ended up not needing us so we got to go shop. We shopped at Santa's Village for an hour or so then we went to Plaza to see what they still had left. We then went to Taco Bell to get ome dinner. Quint had said that he was going to come see me Saturday afternoon so we come go to Santa's Village but at 4:00 he ad yet to show up. So I went home.

3) Upon getting home Mom told me that she wanted to take Cannon to see Santa at Santa's Village. Damn woman i just got back for there!!! But I went anyways cause I wanted to see Cannon's reaction when he saw Santa. So I called Quint and left him a voice mail telling him where I was going. He called and said that he would meet me there. So the family(Mom, Cooke, Me and Cannon) pack up into the car and head for Santa's Village. Cannon got to see Santa even thought he wasnt that happy about when it was FINALLY our turn. He liked Santa but he didnt want to get close to him so I took him and sat him in Santa's lap. There he start to scream and try to get back to me so i had to stay next to Santa so that Mom could get a photo of Cannon with Santa, needless to say that I look like a totally dork in the photo! Quint finally showed up and him and me sent a few minutes together. Mom said that if Quint wanted to buy me a bunny(cause he had said that he would buy me one if I could have one) so Mom said that I could have a bunny if I wanted one. So I took Quint down to the petting zoo and waited to get my own bunny. Well waiting in line I asked Quint what WE were going to name OUR bunny. He looked at me weird and then said "Oh so this is like our love bunny!" (if you dont get the joke go rent 'How to lose a guy in 10 days') So he says that we should name it Scooter. I laughed and agreed that it could be Scooter. He gets to name the pets so I can name the kids. He made a horrible comment at Scooter. He said that if I ever can home and Scooter was gone and the crock pot was going to not ask any questions. I was mortified. I told him that if he cooked our love bunny that he could sleep on the couch for the rest of his LIFE! He laughed but I glared at him to make sure that he knew that I was serious. We left and went back to the house. but on the way home I made Quint stop by Emy's. I wanted Quint to see the Korean poo sing and the butt thang. Emy was asleep on the couch when I went into her house but she didnt saty asleep for long. mwhaha i am so bad. Well I got Emy to show Quint the poo song and the butt thang. He laughed and said that me and my friends needed to get a life but I quickly told him that it was all Emy's fault. Then I got her to show him the Uglypeople. com site and I thought that he was going to throw up on me. He didnt find it as funny as I did. We then left after saying our goodbyes to Emy. We finally got home to just chill. Quint had brought a movie called 'Equilibrium' (sp?). We watched it and I was surprised that I actually liked it. It is like 1984 meets The Matrix. But atleast this movie unlike 1984 ends with the good guy winning. Quint left a little while later and I went to bed.

4) I went to Quint's last night. We were supposed to go to church but we ended up staying at the house watching movies all night. When I got there Joey(one of Quints many friends) was there and he had his 2 year old daughter Autumn with him. She was so cute. I played with her while the boys watched some crazy sniper movie. Autumn's mom came and got her a little while later. Come to find out her mom had her when she was 15!! Now she is a stripper and barely 18 trying to support a kid and had a life. Wow that was all it took for me to see why kids at this age are a bad idea. N-E-ways The guys got pizza and we all watched 'Dodge Ball'. OMFG!! that movie is hella funny. I really didnt think that the movie would be that good but it was really funny. I enjoyed it. So after that was over Quint put in 'South Park: The Movie' which I had never seen. It was funny in a morbid sense of humor kind of way. I laughed as the guys sang along to all the songs in the movie. They knew EVERY word. It was like bad sing along tapes. I have never laughed that hard. Atleast Quints friends make me laugh. All the guys left to go to Joey's to drink so Quint said that he would be up there when I left. So we were alone for the first time all night. We ended having some fun twice and just laying there spooning on Quint's bed.

Oh yeah when I was over at Quint's house Jamie-Chuckie's(Quints roommate) ex-girlfriend- came over and started a fight with Chuckie. She is not really a bitch but she just goes about handling situations in the wrong way. Her and Chuckie had been together for like 4 years but they are breaking it off because Chuckie and her fight all the time like wild cats. They scream and throw things at each other. They are REALLY scaring when they fight. Finally Jamie left the house and asked Joey and Quint to watch Chuckie and make sure that he didnt do anything stupid. So Joey took Chuckie to his house to get Chuckie drunk so maybe he will not think about Jamie for awhile.

5) I got my schedule changed. Next semester I am taking Eco. 2nd period and housing/interior design 5th. YAY. I get more time with the Quad Squad. I hope that I can make it through one more semester. I am SO ready to be out of here.

I guess that is all that I have to write about. I will update later

Becca

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