Sun Tzu said what?
Date: Nov 14th, 2005 1:56:44 am - Subscribe
Mood: Form worthy
spawnliness: 3 is the number
"Thus it is said that one who knows the enemy and knows himself will not be endangered in a hundred engagements. One who does not know the enemy but knows himself will sometimes be vicotorious, sometimes meet with defeat. One who knows neither the enemy nor himself will invariably be defeated in every engagement." Sun-Tzu
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Is this thing on?
Date: Nov 13th, 2005 5:31:01 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Musical
spawnliness: n squared
Hey is this thing on?
Simple song created mostly with loops because editing single notes hurts with the software I have.....For more details...see spawn forward
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Tunnel Vision
Date: Nov 13th, 2005 12:09:18 am - Subscribe
Mood: reminiscent
spawnliness: 0/1 Can\'t post Divide by 0
Some say he died on a november day
while others stand back and see a glistening stream
from a ghost gone by on another distant day
It had to be hard on a november day
to make that decision and to end this bad dream
transforming the living into dead that day
The tears fell deep on that november day
oh the trembling hands and haunting screams
terrible pain amongst the living that day
Jim left the earth on a november day
his lifeless corpse just a sign of undying pain
the relentless pain of my friend that day
Some say he died on a november day
others know of the tunnel vision screen
and the ghost who traveled until that day
Dedicated to JG
Deceased 11/18/03
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No sleep this week
Date: Nov 12th, 2005 6:03:35 am - Subscribe
Mood: sleepless
spawnliness: rested %
It has been a difficult week.
We have moved our baby girl, 1 year this week, to her crib. I have slept but sleep is very broken. Right now she is crying, I will go in and comfort her every few minutes until she sleeps. We wake every couple of hours but tonight I have not gone to sleep.
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Manic Drepression is not new to me...
Date: Nov 12th, 2005 1:13:45 am - Subscribe
Mood: A bit sad and mad
spawnliness: sorting at 50%
Things are so PC these days that the term Manic Drepression is no longer the term, its acually bi-polar. I liked Manic Depression as a descriptor better.
My father was diagnosed with manic depression, there is that great song by Jimi Hendrix "Manic depression". Oh don't forget Kurt Cobain suffered manic depression, that's what they say anyway.
So with all the possitive spin on the term mainc depression, why did it turn to bi-polar? My guess, because black people became African American, Indians became American Indians and so on. I don't have a beef with any of those changes but I do hold a personal grudge against the people who took away my clearly manic depressive father and swapped him for a bi-polar man.
Right now, unless he is dead, out there some where, my father is either up or down, he is either crawling out of his skin or wanting to die in his skin. either way I am pretty sure he is depressed or manic but I am damn possitive he is not bi-polar.
Father of mine by Everclear......
Father of mine
Tell me where have you been
You know I just closed my eyes
My whole world disappeared
Father of mine
Take me back to the day
When I was still your golden boy
Back before you went away
I remember blue skies
Walking the block
I loved it when you held me high
I loved to hear you talk
You would take me to the movie
You would take me to the beach
You would take me to a place inside
That is so hard to reach
Father of mine
Tell me where did you go
You had the world inside your hand
But you did not seem to know
Father of mine
Tell me what do you see
When you look back at your wasted life
And you don't see me
I was ten years old
Doing all that I could
It wasn't easy for me
To be a scared white boy
In a black neighborhood
Sometimes you would send me a birthday card
With a five dollar bill
I never understood you then
And I guess I never will
Daddy gave me a name
My dad he gave me a name
Then he walked away
Daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
My daddy gave me a name
Daddy gave me a name
Daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
Daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
My daddy gave me a name
Father of mine
Tell me where have you been
I just closed my eyes
And the world disappeared
Father of mine
Tell me how do you sleep
With the children you abandoned
And the wife I saw you beat
I will never be safe
I will never be sane
I will always be weird inside
I will always be lame
Now I'm a grown man
With a child of my own
And I swear I'm not going to let her know
All the pain I have known
Then he walked away
Daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
My dad gave me a name
Then he walked away
My daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
My daddy gave me a name
Then he walked away
Then he walked away
Then he walked away
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