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woo
Date: Aug 10th, 2004 7:46:54 am - Subscribe
Mood: stumped


1. What is your full name: Sarah Marie Spector

2. Whats your most embarassing moment? umm. in spanish class when I ACCIDENTLY put my hand somewhere on Jordan it didn't belong. EVER. (bleh)

3. Your most memorable? watching LOTR with David. one of those times you'll never forget

4. Your most assanine? about 20 minutes ago I forgot that my knee still doesn't bend and I tried to sit cross legged. it hurt. alot.

5. What time is it? 3:35

6. What was the last movie you watched in its entirety? Return of the King

7. Who is your favorite family member? My brother. odd as that is.

8. Your least favorite? My uncle ralph. he ran into an ambulence once. literally. the lights were on and everything.

9. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? paris or london

10. Whats your favorite movie? Empire Records obv

11. Do you prefer watching in a theater or at home? home. more comphy. and I can pause it. or find a pillow to hide behind

12. Who was the last person you talked to? myself

13. What color are the walls in the room your in? umm. every color you can imagine on one part or another

14. If you were to move your right arm as far as it would go, whats the first thing you'd touch? a empty soda can

15. Do you consider yourself a pyromaniac? no, I love fire dearly, but I'm very scared of it too.

16. Have you ever been to a concert? a couple

17. Do you believe in God? nope

18. Do you ever dance in front of a mirror? nope

19. What was the last book you read? (Was it good?) I Stay With You. it was okay. it got confusing.

20. Describe yourself in 3 words. Not entirely there

21. Describe your life in 5 words. a hell hole with friends

22. Describe your best friend in 7 words or less. which one? erica: couldn't ask for more. chad: awesome loser. molly: glad to have you back.

23. Whats the first thing you think of when I say "monkey"? bush

24. What about "rain"? drops keep falling on my head

25. How many bones have you broken? none

26. How many hearts? none

27. Do you believe in premarital sex? if you wanna, go for it. but I don't plan on it.

28. Have you cried in the last week? of course. this is ME we're talking about

29. Do you love the eighties? of course

30. Are you listening to music right now? yes

31. Whats your favorite line of the song? "I'm invincible so are you we do all the things they say we can't do we walk around in the middle of the night and if it's too far to walk we just hitch a ride"

32. Do you know who its by off the top of your head? Ani DiFranco of course

33. Are you in a serious relationship? nope

34. Do you want to be? I'm not quite sure

35. Do you have any regrets? no

36. What was the last thing you ate? a piece of bread

37. Did you finish it? yes

38. Are you aware that there are starving children in (insert poor country) who would kill for that? yes

39. Do you feel bad now? not really no

40. Do you have a worst enemy? ish

41. What was the weirdest dream you've had? either the one where joe was kidnapped by japanese spies or the one where I had my appendix out.

42. Would you murder someone if it meant saving your dog? depends on the person...jk. I couldn't ever kill anyone.

43. What are your thoughts on the person who sent this to you? coolie

44. Are you a morning person? HA! umm no

45. I'm bored so I'm going to stop writing this survey now, is that ok with you? sure

46. Good. very

47. Are you aware that 46 wasn't a question? yes I was

48. What time is it? 3:45

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blah
Date: Aug 5th, 2004 10:42:48 am - Subscribe
Mood: sore
music: The Waltz of the Angels by Frizzell Lefty

I was getting sick of my old journal. might start using this one. I dunno. It supports HTML which is good....but I can't use good things for my titles which will get old quick. And the smiles kinda suck. But the penguin is deff. cool.

Its almost 7. Damn knee won't let me sleep grrrr.
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Stop the Spinning
Date: Jun 21st, 2004 11:11:34 pm - Subscribe
Mood: touched


My favorite narrative poem. I obviously didn't write it. Check it out for yourself:

I remember
The swing that never swung straight
And it scared me as it twirled so fast
But you were always there
To steer me straight
And the spinning stopped
And I saw where to go

You've been gone so long
And again I feel
Like I'm spinning too fast
I can't see where I'm going anymore
And I find myself waiting
Down by the swing
Waiting for you

I know you won't come
I know you can't come
But I know that I'll wait for you
I'm flying through the air
It always feels that way
But the swing begins to spin
I won't let it

I swing straight
Without your help
I don't need you
You're gone now anyway
I'll live fine without you
Though if I had the choice...
But I know that doesn't matter

Again the swing spins
And again I try to stop it
But it's out of my control
I spin faster and faster
My surroundings blending
Everything's a blur
The tears might have helped with that

I feel your hands upon my waist
I know your not really there
I know I must turn around
Turn around to see only air
But I wonder how long I can stay
Feeling your hands on my back
Even if I know your not there

The swing has stopped now
Without your help I know
And I know I must turn and face you
Turn to face the air
My eyes close to hold back the tears
That escape despite my efforts
To run down my face

I turn around
Knowing delay is useless
But I can't help but keep my eyes closed
I still feel your hands upon my waist
And now your breath upon my face
Is that your voice that I now hear?
Are those your tears mixed with my tears?

I wonder if I could stay with you
Spend an eternity here
Is this the most I can ever get of you now?
A mirage of your hands on me
Your words with me
Your tears to feel
Your breath to breathe

I know I'll never
Feel your body, see your mouth
Taste your lips, or feel your heart
All I can do is
Feel your hands, hear your mouth
Taste your tears, feel you breath
Will it be enough?

I know I can't be happy with these small things
I know there all I have
But it isn't enough
And it isn't okay
Though your voice keeps telling me so
I must open my eyes
And face the truth

There is no way to prepare for what I know is there
So I open my eyes
Which immediately fill with tears
I'm robbed of words as I collapse
But he really is there
To catch me and keep me from spinning
I don't know how, but he's here
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mmhmmm
Date: Jun 21st, 2004 7:08:18 pm - Subscribe
Mood: nostalgic


This is pointless. I already have one of these, but I'm bored....and I like the backround..woo hoo lol. so yeah...thats pretty much all I have to say.
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