About tonight, a bit sorrow
Date: May 6th, 2005 7:44:51 pm - Subscribe
Mood: sad
visual,death,music,mood,classic,classical,rock,gothic: written in yesterday midnight
Just when I attended to power off the computer, she came, in my MYIM. So I just gave up the idea which was to power off, I said "~~~" to her. To my surprise, she didn't feel so excited to see me just as I was. I felt so upset but I continued chatting with her.
Just as these passed days and months, our chatting was so boring that we both wanted to quit. However, we both didn't. Maybe I could explain it as that we have love between us and we both want to hold it and so we continued our pointless dialogue.
Then she went, in a hurry. Her reason was to help her classmate or her classmate would make her troubled, but I was still sad.
In her mind, maybe I am even less important than one of her classmates. It's amusing, isn't it? We are couples. Yes, I think it's only a useless name now. We are couples? Who knows! I can't catch her mind and we even don't contact often!
I have tried to pursuade myself not to miss her, but I failed. I can't help missing her and each time I miss her I am so sad that I even wanna drop tears.
What's love?!
I love her, love'in her, love her so much. She has made me crazy, I thought I even lived for her. If our love ends, my life ends. I don't want to say "forever", it's too far for me. But I have really been worn out for my love.
I love her, and I want to let her know this. I said to her times and times, but still, I saw her lonely words in her QQ introduction. I felt so painful but I could did nothing to help.
How could we go th the length of this? We loved, but we are both painful and lonely now.
I can't feel what she is thinking about. We have been lost.
Who can help me?!!!!
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