I really hate these nasty rainy days, especially walking in that nasty backstreet which is full of rubbish and dirty stands and the rain makes the dusty one muddy. It's really a uncomfortable experience.
My purse was stolen yesterday, so i now have only less than 5 rmb in my pocket, which is just enough for schoolbus.
sounds shiiiiit, isn't it?
actually, it is not so bad.
always, i m used to do everything with someone else, though, i love to do things myself. seems really a paradox, but that's it. the fact is, i can do everything or almost everything on my own but i really prefer to do with someone even i donnot like so much.
it's just like...too afraid of being alone, or loneliness.
even if i m with someone, i m still on my own, so it really doesn't matter who someone is, i never care.
that is selfish, sb. will say....
might be^ ^then, let it be
it is sad that someday u suddenly found u were so far away from all those ones u loved.
then, there is one thing only u can do to save...that is to ignore......strange but.....what else can i do now?
u can never escape from those huge gaps from u and ur loved ones.
people r all different.u cannot ask anyone to be just as u......that'll also be dull~
oh
another dream word=///=
so often i cannot realize what i m saying...so ......if u see these.....if u feel confused=.=just, let it be
that day, i learned a sentence
go with the flow
that's.....maybe......the resourse of happiness....never think too much about uncertain future
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