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A strange day.....I don't what I am doing or.. The feeling of the long long holiday...is it? I don't know I am always imaging, what it will be this moment next year? If I fail, or If I succeed Everything makes the same, maybe but now, what I wanna do is just to do my best If I make myself down, nobody will come to save me again No matter if I need or not just a tragedy made in my heart I hear my body crying in deepest darkness then, it return to silence Never, and never again The nightmare |
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I don't know what I am doing just..... Watching AIDO ARU, no one can be lost The most important man in the world I don't what I am doing, really Nobody comes to see me I know it's English makes that but....I am still not the man whose blog can be visited by many friends because maybe I don't have friends or I only have just few Even so, I am always wondering if they are true friends or just stranger just go by, just leave without a word just because neither of us is important to the other Why I am still here maybe wait for someone she I know who I love but I know we can't be together nothing makes different no despairy |
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Spend many time to build a new Chinese-support blog sigh In fact, it's not useful The things stay in surface is doomed to be death My love or my hate in my heart rather than in the blog even if I type I say no one could understand no one could trully understand others If a friend is like kinki-kids said when you cry he cries with you all the night when he cries you cry with him all the night when you laugh your heart gather together when either of you sad, the other sad when either dies or leaves, the other cries or at least sorrow for a long time Then do you have friends? when she died I thought i had lost my only friend then i thought i had lost my first love and now sometimes I think sm is my friend we cry and laught together if either of us dies, the other will cry or at least sorrow but is this true? I thought about the words when she died r told me in a class, or in a school in our life circle anyone dies. if he is not your best friend even if he is your classmate for more than 5 years, or even longer you won't cry even won't be sad or ... people would just say, a bit sorry urm..sorry just this. no more people are all very mean they won't give others even a drop of tear The world we live is actually like this yes and we undertake all all the emotion in our hearts then everyone hides like everyday what we see and hear we all know
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Lazy days....= = something wrong with computer and they didn't wanna leave did they love my computer? stupid Has bought many clothes. Maybe punk is in fashion now, almost half the clothes are in punk style, with black and red, or some hole or nails etc It made me think about Now I wear punk-style clothes just because nothing else i wanna wear, though i don't like punk music, instead, i love metal. but, what's the metal style? i don't know with holes and nails? just this? if so ,what's the difference between punk and metal i don't know>< yes, when you walk on the street, you'll see many people, they wear clothes in korean or punk style do they all can dance street dance? are they all punker? like some reporters say, some of them even don't know how to spell punk like this, it's the fashion that people all follow and then , they sink they lose themselves and never go out never wake up |