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ssloverr The first day of the summer vacation - Subscribe
A strange day.....I don't what I am doing or..
The feeling of the long long holiday...is it?
I don't know
I am always imaging, what it will be this moment next year? If I fail, or If I succeed
Everything makes the same, maybe
but now, what I wanna do is just to do my best
If I make myself down, nobody will come to save me again
No matter if I need or not
just a tragedy made in my heart
I hear my body crying
in deepest darkness
then, it return to silence
Never, and never again
The nightmare
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Mood: sedated

ssloverr 2nd day Jul 12th, 2005 8:22:23 am - Subscribe
I don't know what I am doing
just.....
Watching
AIDO ARU, no one can be lost
The most important man in the world
I don't what I am doing, really
Nobody comes to see me
I know it's English makes that
but....I am still not the man whose blog can be visited by many friends
because
maybe I don't have friends
or
I only have just few
Even so, I am always wondering
if
they are true friends
or just stranger
just go by, just leave without a word
just because
neither of us is important to the other

Why I am still here
maybe wait for someone
she
I know who I love but I know we can't be together
nothing makes different
no despairy
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Mood: sorrowful

ssloverr changed Jul 16th, 2005 3:19:56 am - Subscribe
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Who is kidding me!!!
Mood soon drops to the bottom= =
Though I haven't intent to type Chinese much....I am still beaten
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How poor I am!
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Mood: stoked

ssloverr To think and to write Jul 19th, 2005 9:27:57 am - Subscribe
Spend many time to build a new Chinese-support blog
sigh
In fact, it's not useful
The things stay in surface is doomed to be death
My love or my hate
in my heart rather than in the blog
even if I type I say
no one could understand
no one could trully understand others

If a friend is like kinki-kids said
when you cry he cries with you all the night
when he cries you cry with him all the night
when you laugh your heart gather together
when either of you sad, the other sad
when either dies or leaves, the other cries or at least sorrow for a long time
Then
do you have friends?
when she died I thought i had lost my only friend
then i thought i had lost my first love
and now
sometimes I think sm is my friend
we cry and laught together
if either of us dies, the other will cry or at least sorrow
but
is this true?
I thought about the words when she died r told me
in a class, or in a school
in our life circle
anyone dies. if he is not your best friend
even if he is your classmate for more than 5 years, or even longer
you won't cry
even won't be sad or ...
people would just say, a bit sorry
urm..sorry
just this. no more
people are all very mean
they won't give others even a drop of tear

The world we live is actually like this
yes
and we undertake all
all the emotion in our hearts
then everyone hides
like everyday what we see and hear

happy.gifwe all know
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Mood: deceived

ssloverr To find Jul 25th, 2005 9:10:00 pm - Subscribe
Lazy days....= =
something wrong with computer and they didn't wanna leave
did they love my computer?
stupid
Has bought many clothes. Maybe punk is in fashion now, almost half the clothes are in punk style, with black and red, or some hole or nails etc
It made me think about , hang was surprised at that so many people wear punk-style clothes, and he thought all them punker
Now I wear punk-style clothes just because nothing else i wanna wear, though i don't like punk music, instead, i love metal.
but, what's the metal style? i don't know
with holes and nails? just this? if so ,what's the difference between punk and metal
i don't know><

yes, when you walk on the street, you'll see many people, they wear clothes in korean or punk style
do they all can dance street dance? are they all punker?
like some reporters say, some of them even don't know how to spell punk
like this, it's the fashion that people all follow
and then , they sink
they lose themselves and never go out
never wake up
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Mood: clear