someday, baby
Date: Dec 12th, 2007 11:33:40 am - Subscribe
Mood: careless
Finish this book in discrete math...sth. usual, sth. plain, sth. everyone says and does
but, i love it
there r some words when i read for times i almost wept...those words appear so often that i have to say this is a really good book
i never said so to a book written by those so called stars or so
it is those most usual stuff happens everyday that u feel so presious and moving
it is so different from those articles from those so called 'sorrow writer' whose novel or essays are full of those sad words or who always makes her or him self like hurt or dying.
someday, baby, u'll find life is so worthy to live on, u'll definetely laugh when u r born, u'll laugh at all those fake things in the world and u'll treasure everyone u meet
there r some people u really treasure in ur life; when they r happy or love u and treasure u as u do, if there r thousands and billions more loving u and treasuring u, u'll be happy; but when they r unhappy or they never love u or treasure u again, even if there r billions more, all those people's love for u become so worthless and then fade away so soon.........
when i saw this, which brought me back to bronze1984, which affected my whole middle school life or even longer
felt like tearing....
there r some people
there were
and they all left me now.....
Comments: (0)
ten minutes older
Date: Dec 10th, 2007 6:03:50 am - Subscribe
Mood: blue
I really hate these nasty rainy days, especially walking in that nasty backstreet which is full of rubbish and dirty stands and the rain makes the dusty one muddy. It's really a uncomfortable experience.
My purse was stolen yesterday, so i now have only less than 5 rmb in my pocket, which is just enough for schoolbus.
sounds shiiiiit, isn't it?
actually, it is not so bad.
always, i m used to do everything with someone else, though, i love to do things myself. seems really a paradox, but that's it. the fact is, i can do everything or almost everything on my own but i really prefer to do with someone even i donnot like so much.
it's just like...too afraid of being alone, or loneliness.
even if i m with someone, i m still on my own, so it really doesn't matter who someone is, i never care.
that is selfish, sb. will say....
might be^ ^then, let it be
it is sad that someday u suddenly found u were so far away from all those ones u loved.
then, there is one thing only u can do to save...that is to ignore......strange but.....what else can i do now?
u can never escape from those huge gaps from u and ur loved ones.
people r all different.u cannot ask anyone to be just as u......that'll also be dull~
oh
another dream word=///=
so often i cannot realize what i m saying...so ......if u see these.....if u feel confused=.=just, let it be
that day, i learned a sentence
go with the flow
that's.....maybe......the resourse of happiness....never think too much about uncertain future
Comments: (1)
suddenly silence
Date: Dec 9th, 2007 12:16:48 pm - Subscribe
Mood: deficient
have so many words to say
and
when i back here
suddenly blank
wholy blank
ohhhhhhhh no=.=
see someone online in gmail
but
i m so glad that the mail eventually isn't sent out
losing my purse is the same lost as losing k
isn't it?
so....she is not, really not so important to me
but
never mention it maybe better
i think so....
might, might not..i m so unsure about myself
dizzy
sleepy
oh u know everything, aren't u?
what am i saying..........................................................................
i hate go that far to trace my card back....
really
sucks
.....
Comments: (1)
still not used to it yet
Date: Dec 4th, 2007 7:58:03 am - Subscribe
Mood: insane
still open the maxthon and check mail everyday
still feel nervous cuz opera sends the mail late so straightly open the gmail in maxthon
still feel safe when seeing mails though painful as well
sick
maybe
still feel like weeping without seeing her mail
though telling self never reply again times for times
there is only way for me to get out
be together
but
it's impossible
even if she said she would leave her bf, we won't still
we've been departed and i m going to leave
if we were together, i cannot bear also. i even cannot imagine how can we live together
it's silly,aha?
we've been in this situation for 4years but still the same.
i know we cannot be together for sure, maybe same as she.
tortures, isn't it?
Comments: (0)
weeping rock rock
Date: Dec 3rd, 2007 3:19:53 am - Subscribe
still mountain of things to do
riding bicycle from dormitory to the classroom along the road
cold wind and no sunshine
i'm so confused that i can see the sun but it never shines on me
always cold
even in the class
for near 2 hours
till i got back
freezing
from inside out
feel lost
what is going to do
check the mail
with no emotion and
just wanna weep....but i
cannot
so i just wanna find someone who can hold me tight and makes me weep or cry out, tear
just that moment
when i feel so collapsed
but i m not V
nothing to say
Comments: (0)
Content Copyrighted Sae at Aeonity Blog