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Mar 19th, 2005 5:39:16 pm - Subscribe |
drool. ok, so i'm home alone on a saturday! it's been so long since i've had a saturday off... months, really. i was kind of bothered by thoughts of my past this morning, however. i think it's because i'm trying to fix myself right now... i'm in self-repair mode and i'm trying to change things about me that maybe aren't so pleasant. i was thinking about why i have become who i have become and i remembered things that happened to me. not so nice things. things that upset me, hurt me... make me me want to make an unbreakable shell around myself to block anyone else from getting in to hurt me. that needs to change. i just need to try to be nicer to certain people. even though they piss me off and should be kicked in the face.  |
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