| what life is like bleeding on the floor. |
Apr 2nd, 2005 6:39:51 pm - Subscribe |
now i know we could never be together ... we'd fight over who gets to play the sims 2 first. it would tear us apart! tear, i say! it makes me weep for... what could've been. not really. lol. MCR is going to be in FL this month with Green Day... in Jacksonville, Tampa & Orlando. SO FUCKING CLOSE yet so far away... i have to work. that means i can't go! and what sucks is i'll be in Orlando 2 days before they play! it's so sad. i'm so frustrated about myself also. my progress has stunted and died. it's hard to be good when every mean thing i've ever done is thrown in my face when i'm actually trying to be nice. geez. i guess i should get over it and still forge ahead with niceness. i dunno why i'm so mean sometimes -- what am i angry about? what am i scared of? who am i really trying to hurt... myself or someone else? nothing makes sense and i'm confused. i'll deal with it. i just wanna have sex RIGHT NOW. lol. dunno why. well, actually i do... and its none of your business. once more, for good measure. |
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| mood: wounded Song: Hang `Em High - My Chemical Romance |
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