stonecolds Aeonity Blog

tired of this crap!

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 23:43:06 -0500

ok, fine. Here it is. Yes, we're still good and everything but honey-I explained to you why I ignore you sometimes-I told you I didn't feel like arguing and yet you persisted. It was all I could do to refrain from telling u to stfu. And why am I always the one that has to fucking change for the better as u put it? You have some changes to make as w... Read More

observations and stuff

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 22:33:04 -0500

Just some points I would like to touch on tonight-and btw, I hope that 2009 is going well for all of u out there in Aeonity land. Let me begin by saying that I understand why you were hurt and angry last night-I do, and the last thing I want is for you to wind up in the hospital again. I will say it again, though-you need to find a better way to ha... Read More

juts ramblings

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 21:31:10 -0500

Well here it is, another end to a good weekend-except I was ill for most of it, bleah-some sort of stomach bug. Well, at least a bit of good news-I'm still employed at least thru this month, but when I pick up those last 4 points I'll be employed till Doomsday-lol. Anyway, honey, glad you're finally leaving there and headed back to your own place-i... Read More

difficult truths to face

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 13:03:39 -0500

For so long I have ignored this-It was something that I considered really none of my business and that you would be just fine. But now I can't ignore it anymore-and it's high time you come face to face with it. It's interfering with the quality of my life and with the way we interact with each other. you have a mental disorder, whether you choose t... Read More

Happy New Year and some ruminations

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 11:33:53 -0500

Well, here it is, 2009. Feels about the same I guess-Happy New Year to everyone out there, and best wishes for 2009! Now to the point of this entry. I suppose, sweetheart, the reason I hurt you lies in my own anger and miserable feelings that hit me sometimes. I get depressed-And when I come home and you're not here, after a bad day, I get angry.... Read More

Ruminations

Fri, 26 Dec 2008 23:10:31 -0500

Well here it is, December 26-Soon a new year will be upon us-My where does the time go? I hope everyone out there in Aeonityland had a good Christmas or Hannukah, whatever the case may be. So-You want to talk and sort things out so we can get back on track, eh? So why do we keep falling offtrack? I know you'll just make up some excuse to take any... Read More

namecalling and other assorted ramblings

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 11:53:26 -0500

Hello again-1128 am on a overcast and chilly Friday morning-not feeling so great since I have a bit of an upset stomach and I didn't get to sleep until almost 4am this morning. There, that was the "assorted rambling", lol-now on to the meat of this nut. I guess, dear, the reason I am so sensitive to name calling-specifically, the ones that u have c... Read More

worried..

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 14:57:11 -0500

Hi, another day another entry. It seems that we've hit a bit of a snag, so to speak-I know that you're upset as to what u percieve to be another lie in regards to my ex-And believe me, I am sorry if I hurt u-But I don't understand why you're so upset over something I did in the past before we were even together and dating. You want me to tell u stu... Read More

a little pensive...

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 18:11:50 -0500

Well, here I am again on a cold rainy Thursday-skies outside match my mood, lol. I know, baby, that us being long distance is hard on you-I know it is and believe me it is just as hard on me. We have done a great job of making it work thus far-Don't give it up now. January isn't that far away-and then we will have the life u want when u come back t... Read More

YAwn, again

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 09:11:27 -0500

Well, here it is, test day. This afternoon at 130pm I find out if I've prepared enough as everything's on the line here. Although I'll have to find some way to not think about that-I fear it will distract me and I won't remember everything I've studied. I'm confident I will pass this time-I've done the best I could preparing since Halloween-so I'll... Read More