`stRaNdEd::
Date: Apr 28th, 2004 9:38:00 am - Subscribe
feELin:; tiREd. tOtALLy wiPed oUt.
heys::
oh yeah. da sjab-tcher-meets-mah-dad saga is finally over. they talked over da fone on saturday and cleared up everything. 
a load off mah chest man. 
o well. enjoyed the trip to tuas naval base and s'pore discovery centre. hehehx.. lotsa army bois nehx..all of my class gurlx were going gaga over em.. *lol* it was a pretty embarrassing sight fer our tchers but wadeva. we enjoyed it. 
kinda feel outta place in school dese few days. hmm.. vanessa's kinda hanging out with da twins dese few days. and yanmin's pretty close with cherisa now.. so im like.. pretty outta place in class eh. cant possibly hang out with mah "bruddar" all da tyme ritex..
argh. mrs sulaiman confiscated mah earrings!! and itx mah favourite pair!! da star star one..*pouts* sooooo upset bout it. and i tot cherisa will help me geddit back from her like how she helped vanessa. but she din!! so disappointed.
eh..a couple of weird dreams occurring these few nites. first one was..oh!! bout ignatious. dreamt that we met up and got good impression of each other. heh. then last nite was bout angela! in da dream she came up to me saying something bout kx and me. then it was jianhao. dreamt that he said some reallie mean things to me. cant remember wad oreadi. but it was so horrible that i even woke up crying man. hah
well..there are some other things that i wanna write on, but cant reveal it here cos quite a number of pple noe bout mah blog oreadi 
hah..mebbe some other time lah.
gonna be a busy busy week laid out fer me!! tests and all that coming up. homeworks piling up. exams are nearing!! *sigh* kae then, gotta get workin on mah eng assignment
kaRn'sEeM'tO'sEe'whR'iM'hEaDin'tO
[mUsiC'piCk:: evERytiMe -- bRitnEy]
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`oMigOsh::
Date: Apr 22nd, 2004 8:07:13 am - Subscribe
fEeLin:: LoSt'fOr'wORds
yer noe..
in mah last blog i wuz sayin that im happie when im msging kx rytex?? he asked me out fer lunch yesterdae. but like duh~~both of us dragged someone along lahx..wich is..mah "bRuddAr".
decided on going je to eat. budden juz as we stepped outta sch, both kx and i got teased by his frens.. *rolls eyes* dun these guys have anithing betta to do? they're still teasin da both orf us durin recess todae and after sch :/
then my stooooopid "bruddar" asked me out fer lunch 2dae but he brought kx along. made da whole atmosphere sooooo damn awkward. he offered to send me home, i rejected it but he insisted. so when we reach my hse's void deck, my mom came outta da lift!! shuckx!! obviously my mom question me bout him.. but i din replie her much i guess. she's outta da hse now. but wad if she asks me again? *bites'lips*
whoa..met zehao, shawn, malbinder and kumar in hawker 2dae. da miraculous ting is, its zehao's first time ever to ask me to take a pic with him. used to be forced by me to take pix, but not todae!! hehehx..so happie that he asked. wow.
going to tuas naval base and discovery centre on sat. and yeah, mah dad's meetin da tcher. shant yak bout it animore, curx dun think that talkin bout it wld help me. 
oh yea, passed mah 2.4km run. sho kewl. 15:10mins!! whoa.
oooookaes then, mid yr's comin
`A sense of humor is a major defense against minor troubles.
[muSic'piCk: faLLeN -- saRah'mClaChLan]
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`yipPiex~!!
Date: Apr 17th, 2004 6:38:33 am - Subscribe
fEeLin':: eStactiC`
yays!!
today's mah last day at sjab!! well, not exactly. Just that after todae i wunt have to go for 2 months!! and after that two months, we'll have passing out parade!! wow. have been longing for this day fer like 5 months!! its finally herre!! kewl.
mah dad's gonna mit da sjab tcher only next wik. he actuallie tinks that im lying to him bout my tcher postponing the meeting due to courses. *scowls* even threatened to see da principal if she doesnt see him next wik. *rolls eyes*
But aniwaes, still v excited that i dun hafta go sjab!! yeah!!!
kinda happie when im msging kx nehx..hehehs..curz.. i dunno, juz feel happie
kaez then, gtg!!
`Love'is'an'ocean'of'emotions'entirely'surrounded'by'expenses.
[muSiC'piCk:: 100'yeaARs-- fivE'foR'fiGhtinG.]
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`uGh.
Date: Apr 16th, 2004 8:07:02 am - Subscribe
fEeLin':: sLEePy*
Wow.
As i was in mah dad's car thinkin bout my bad day last evening, a car accident juz happened rite in front of my eyes!! whoa!! its like, both vehicles werent speeding at all man..But luckily fer em, all got away with no injuries. whew--
OhHhHh!! I was about to get a new discman last nite. ALMOST got it!! but arGh!! Initially he asked me to choose one. But he changed his mind at da last moment!! He said he wld only buy it fer me after seeing this month's handphone bill. daRn!!
Aww....theres sjab tmw. *groans* Which means..my dad is seriously gonna see da tcher tmw!! But luckily fer me, sjab will stop fer a period of tym cos of mid years!! *cheerx*
Hmm..My fren say i like da sec 5 guy [kx] now. But, do i really like him? I dun even noe myself.
oKie dOkies thEn, baCk ta stUdyin
`cHanGe'uR'miNd; aNd'yOu'cHanGe'uR'wORLd.
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bAd'dAe::
Date: Apr 15th, 2004 8:53:17 am - Subscribe
fEeLin':: ':dEpResSEd. *sIgh*
bad day. definitely had a bad day todae.
last nite stayed up till 2plus in da morning juz to learn mah chinese stuff. oh man, that was the first time i ever spend soooo much effort into it. but damn, the tcher came up with different words from da ones she asked us to study. i juz sat in my place and cried man.
my frens pissed me off too. its just so irritatin sometimes, to see em acting so unlike em when they're with someone else. the feeling juz sux.
but i pissed someone off too. said something i shldnt have said. and now he's ignorin me!! well, not reallie ignore. juz treatin me real coldly. i dun even dare to talk to him now.
heeeeeelp!! my heart aches now. i feel so sad. so depressed. somebody saaaaave me!!
--Makers'Of'Our'Own'Destiny.
[mUsiC'piCk: tAke'My'bReAth'Away --JeSsiCa'sImPsOn.]
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