hmm..
Date: Jul 15th, 2004 6:29:20 am - Subscribe
Mood: discontent
spinning: nuhl wee han sarang . boolsae ost
life was definitely a lot easier and better when God was more involved in my life. when i let Him be a part of it more. why did i walk off and wander away so far? it seems like i can't ever let Him be a part of my life again.. i just don't feel like i'm a part of the church. i just don't feel like i belong there. man.. life's confusing.
all my friends are busy working like i am. which kinda bites cuz that means we can't hang out but whatever.. it's not like they care. they don't even bother making an effort to see me. so why should i care about them? friendship's a two-way thing. GAWD. FCUK THEM.. 
i miss marty. he called today on my mom's cell phone. i think he said he was in vancouver. he sounded so happy. he's such a lucky guy to have that large group of solid friends. unlike the shakey fair-weather friends that i have..
i finally got the boolsae ost.. it's okay. but i really like that one song. i think i'm going to use it on a layout for my xanga. ha. :p
i feel really misplaced.. i need someone to make the world feel as though i belong.
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