gone
Date: Aug 10th, 2004 5:04:09 am - Subscribe
Mood: so-so
spinning: miss you . darren hayes
and so..
he's in boston as of right now. 12:45am EST. and i miss him already. 
i got a goodbye call from him this morning. and my heart almost broke in two knowing that i wasn't going to see him again until november. TT__________TT
a part of me wishes that i let him transfer to the udub and the other part is glad that i made him stick with his university in boston. i miss him though. i'm fine and everything. it's just a hard transition. i wonder what he's doing..? haha probably scoping out the chicks.. well. that's not very funny. i just hope he's suffering from jetlag and it's in a comatose like state. ;]] just kidding. i trust him so it's all good.
i love and miss him. definitely will live my own life, my way just as i promised myself. but i wanna feel his hug one last time.. T.T
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lonely
Date: Aug 8th, 2004 6:50:09 am - Subscribe
Mood: sad
spinning: i do [cherish you] . 98 degrees
tomorrow is NOT sunday.
monday is NOT one day away.
marty is NOT going to be leaving me.
my heart is NOT going to be torn in two..
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breathe
Date: Aug 7th, 2004 6:05:36 am - Subscribe
Mood: gloomy
spinning: breathe on me . britney spears
everything is alright
if i just breathe.
i need to remind myself to breathe sometimes.. >.<
today kinda sucked. was kinda good. life's just blah now unless i'm with other pple. life's just taken a turn for the worst..
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alone
Date: Aug 6th, 2004 7:40:15 am - Subscribe
Mood: cynical
spinning: crawling . linkin park
i was once all alone in this world.
without a real friend
a hand to hold
someone to confide in
lean for support
someone who will catch me when i fall
i'm still all alone.. cuz there's no one in this world that will do that for me. if they should read this, they'll talk of fake words that have no meaning or an ounce of truth behind them. they take what they want and leave me with nothing.
this world sucks. i wish i was gone
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cell
Date: Aug 5th, 2004 4:18:18 am - Subscribe
Mood: tired
spinning: 1985 . bowling for soup
finally got that damn phone problem figured out! luckily, the SIM card is working fine, but the damn phone's messed up.
why? no clue. but ended up calling t-mobile customer care 3 times and they're sending the same model [samsung E715] to me and i have to send back the defective phone. freesy peasy though since they're sending the mailing labels and everything. awesomeness. brand spankin` new phone. but i gotta download ringtones again since they're not saved to the SIM card. FUDGE. -________-;; i don't think the pictures are saved to the SIM either. DAMN! >.<
today was a day filled with freaky//surprise encounters.
if someone tells you that you'll never see the members of your graduating class ever again.. THEY'RE LYING. well at least for the summer.
today i saw cassie thacker, then a few hours later saw ms. bloom - a frosh + am stud english teacher [wth.. O.o] and towards the end of the day, ran into sqweegee [wade] and his girlfriend.
i feel kinda bad. i can't remember her name. so i avoid sentences that needs the person's name in there. heh heh >:]]
i feel kinda bored with life. need some excitement!
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