Refugees shelter
Date: Feb 12th, 2005 5:54:34 pm - Subscribe
Mood: bitchy
Hey did I mention that my house has turn into a refugee shelter. My brother likes to bring his friends-wholikestoactcool- into my house and they like to stay up till the wee hour of night. I once even caught them surfing porn on the family computer!!! Family computer okie...I had to told off my brother telling them not to touch the com...ever~
Of all house, why mine? It's not like mine is huge, neat or even pretty.They just like to gather there and collect dust.Must be my stupid brother who suggested tt stupid idea. I wish all of them would just squeeze into my brother's room and locked themselves in there. And em emm, p.s to my brother...the hamster you called "yours" are mine, harlow, I dont see you putting in contribution in cleaning and buying the hamsters food, so think before you put the mine infront of any object.
I like to bitch in this journal. Maybe because there's no one here I know can "report" my bitchness to their friends.
Monday I'm going back to work. Pffff, why cant this be China since many people like to think Singapore is part of China. They get a week of Chinese New Year break and it would means I am only going back on Tuesday. Why~. I'm getting sick of this job. But I guess I have to stick to it cause they treat me nice and I'm getting my pay raise soon. Hohoh.
School. Hmmmmm. Now tt I saw the admission requirement and the degree you get when you graduate doesnt makes me wanna go ntu. First of all you have to do a 10mins video shoot which I have nil experience in, portfolio is fine with me.I only get a fine arts in communication or visual art which ever I chose but not photography that I plan to go in. May as well go into lasalle and come out with a freaking dip. Sigh* I really wanna go into photography.
I have to shift my chalkboard into my room and read another chapter. I need to have peace in my house...urgh^
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I hate cats
Date: Feb 11th, 2005 5:04:05 pm - Subscribe
Mood: dramatic
Music: Destiny Child- soldier
I used to adore cats but for now cats are my enemies.Why????
Cause the fucking stray cat at my house ate my precious hamster. I didnt exactly witness the horrendous act. I found out when I wanted to feed "him" (I didnt even get a chance to give him a name, he was only a baby) and I discovered that he was GONE!
Now the idea of him escaping pops up in my mind but no way could a hamster that is less than 10cm in length standing up escaped a container that is like 3 times his height. NONONONONONO. My baby, gone in a flash by the stupid stray cat. Dont tell me it is nature and blah blah blah, the fact the stupid cat ate my hamster. I dont think the cat took my hamster just to play with it.NO!
My dad says he/she is prolly coming back tonight to get, I am not going to let that thing has another chance of eating my babies. So I am going to shift two of my hamster container that has an open roof into my room.
I hate cats!
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Lazy day
Date: Feb 10th, 2005 4:57:34 pm - Subscribe
Mood: Crampy
Music: Keane
Well second day of New Year was spent lazing at home. Tvs, snacks, and sleep. Hohho.
Was supposed to go out with erman to shop presents for his girlfriend but I had cramps (damm you). After so many years of tv holidays, I just realised something. Why are there so many pageants??? People can think of so many pageants for womens/girls to participate that we, the audience, would spend like 1/4 of their time watching this kind of show. Okie...maybe 1/10. The first intial few like say 20 were okie, bearable or interesting but as the years pass, the pageants get more and more boring till the point I was only interested in seeing the first 10 mins of the show (The section where the contestants appeared). Who cares about what they say...I mean they all sound the same to me, only a few appeared and act interesting to me. I know I know...what more excitement I can get, I'm a woman.
My dad spent a good 40mins in watching the Miss Asia pageant, funny it was all chinese and I could only bother to take a glance and stumpled to my bed and dozed off in the lazy afternoon breeze.
On another topic...about me. Hahaha. My hair. I kept my long hair because I wanted a new look...I had short hair since I was 12. I loved short hair, troublefree, less hair loss, no need to think of tying your hair in a new style, getting your hair stuck in the cracks. After the terrible haircut experience when I was 12 (my mother forced me to chop off my lovely and long hair), short hair ruled my daysss. All I need was a hairband to push the fringe up and tt was it. Now I'm starting to like my new and medium length hair....(my initial thought was to chop it off when it gets to a certain length but now the thought of chopping the hair off kinda gives me a raincheck). I think the problem lies with me and long hair is that I will keep losing my bands! I need big scrungie so it is easier for me to search. Little things get lost easily in my house, especially in my room. I bought 6, 6 new bands about 3 weeks ago and now I have none. Okie 3 broke and the rest went missing. I like to put them everywhere, whereever I go. That is my long hair trouble.
However I do noticed something, you do really get more attention when you have long hair, especially when you let your hair down. Hmmmmm not tt I have any problem in getting attention with my short hair...muhahah just kidding.
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Beautiful Soul
Date: Feb 9th, 2005 5:18:17 pm - Subscribe
Mood: new
I just felt I needed a new journal to start anew. How funny, i always start a new journal hoping to keep it a private but as time passes, the feeling of getting my journal noticed keep getting to me. However I do succeed in getting my previous one (gj) limited only to those journal friends I've made at gj. Most of the entries are private.
Did I mention I love this Chinese New Year. I'm a sucker for family thingy, reunion dinner, family gathering and these kind of things. Even if they dont turn out well, I would be the kind of person hoping next year would turn out better than this year. This year was good anyway, decoration and food were all sponsered by me! Spend the last few minutes of chinese new year eve playing maijong with my lovely cousins. Even got a little secret out of them. My eldest cousin, young, 24, might be getting married at the end of the year. Me.....I'm still single with no boyfriend to spend the valentine day. I'm going 20 this year and I have yet to find myself a boyfriend. Woohoo.
Call me picky, call me nerd, call me anything you want. However I feel this kind of thing shouldnt be rushed. Love should be something that people should not take it for granted. I've seen too many failed relationship in my life, how girls bawled for guys for stupid reasons and couldnt sleep or eat for several days and all of a sudden becomes histerical for a simple thing the guy does for forgiveness (I wonder will i ever react like that). The feeling of loved is great, i know but I think people shouldnt plunged into relationship so quickly. I bet gillian will agree to that. I guess growing up in a family who strongly believe independent help me as a person not to depend on anyone too much. Decision should be made by yourself. I had to walk home from school myself on my first day. I had help, my cousin would walk with me but there would be days when she wanted to stay with her friends, I couldnt be a drag and insist she has to stay with me.
My father and my aunt both asked me the very same question. "wanna go back to grandmother's place this year?" I already told my aunt No and my dad "We'll see" which in my case is a no also. As you see, my parents are divorced. I hated my mom for ruining the family and everything. I didnt even want to visit HER side of the family cause they disgust me except for my grandpa and mom. I respect my grandpa alot, he's a quiet man, although he gambles sometimes but the words he said always have a deep impact on me. They teach me alot. So will I visit them this year....I really have no idea. The thought of a possibility of meeting my mother freakes me out. How weird I keep having dreams of her and the synopsis would be the same. Maybe deep down inside I havent forgive her, so I really dont know when this dream will stop. Maybe the day I make peace with myself and forgive her.
Till then, I'm very happy with my New Year and this new blog and my first entry. Happy new year guys.
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