surrenders Aeonity Blog

squeezing time from a bloodless stone

Wed, 18 May 2005 05:10:17 -0500

im stealing time from work and i saw tori. complete. ... Read More

there\'s there\'s a ghost on the horizon when I go to bed..

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 09:04:08 -0500

how can I fall asleep.. I'm scared of the middle place between life and nowhere ~ soft reflections now. subtle touches on the skin. i sigh and let it fall away. again. i will let you in again, you know i will always let you in.. ... Read More

la naissance du Pan

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 22:01:02 -0500

samael, you are not alone in your darkness..

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 04:50:30 -0500

the song is coming.. the lion-sun is breathing into me: words and note cycles; revolving, hammering, flying, coming home.. my fingers hurt from playing piano too much.. i feel like im having an affair.. and i feel so alive :p... Read More

innerst inne lengter jeg

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 17:31:31 -0500

i am awake. wide, in fact. 4 hours of dreaming in metropolis and cells brimming with sleeplessness. mind has been so overcrowded with stringless thoughts and sticky webs of reflections, its bordering on intolerable. well, i guess it has been intolerable. cells have had enough and benumb themselves with virtual, visual anaesthetics. ephemeral fir... Read More

stuyvesant & the art of reconnection

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 08:30:02 -0500

suzie called michael and had her lawyerish way with him, felt good to know she was doing my secret bidding. he called me back 1 minute after she gave him the dead line. he was curious, apologetic. just how i wanted, i guess. i rambled for a bit about feelings and such. he rambled a bit about thoughts and misconstrued feelings. i don't really want m... Read More