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Haven't been here for a long time it seems. Haven't felt like writing for a long time. Maybe the laziness took over me, not sure. So with my returning I made a new design. It's simple and i like it =] Worked on it the whole day instead of learning for my exams. Feels good to ignore problems. Ahhh, those little things make me happy ![]() And now, for the news: --- 1. I baught a new acoustic guiter. Named her "Berlin". --- 2. Went to my friend's birthday, got drunk, ate glass, the cops showed up and I ended up hiding in the closet. They took my friend and now he's in jail (he's sitting there a month and a week already). --- 3. Went to a shrink. --- 4. Read lots of books. --- 5. Baught "Friends" DVD (and a bunch of movis). --- 6. Sued a music company. The trial is in less than 2 months. --- And that's it, I think. Now I gotta go grab something to eat. Haven't ate all day long =/ |
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I'm sitting infront of my PC when suddenly I notice that my window closed O_o I didn't touch it and there's no wind or anything.. There's no logical way to explain it. It didn't even made a noise! Evil spirits possess my room =/ I go hide under my blanket.. |
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Woke up at 6am feeling nauseous. I ran to the bathroom and threw up the ice-cream I had before I went to sleep. That sounds anorexic, doesn't it? But I'm not. I just took an overdose of pills. Why? So that I'll get into hospital, they'll write up a "suicide attempt" and I won't go to army. I don't wanna go there. Don't wanna waist 2 years of my life on that. I prefer doing other things with my life. So my grandma woke up and I told her. She started yelling at me that she's sick of my "suicide attempts" (I call it self-injuring because I don't really want to die). She said that she wouldn't call for an ambulance because then you have to pay for it. What a lovely thing to say. So now I feel sick and stupid. I'm like one of those lame teenage-kids, who harm themselves just to get attention. At least in my case it was for a good cause. 1 soldier less= less death. I don't wanna be a part of that shit. It's better to be a live coward than a dead hero. |
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Suddenly, lately, everything's going my way. All of my plans are comming out the way I planned 'em. That's abit frightening. Can it be real?? Am I dreaming it? I hope not. Anyway, I'm gonna wait and see how it'll turn out in the end. *wishing luck to myself* |