sways Aeonity Blog

Making Decisions

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 11:27:28 -0500

It's all about making the right decision. Not to fuck up. It's my life and I'd hate to mess everything up. Not to let fear effect that decision. This is all psychological bullshit. I can do this. I can pretend. It's not forever, this too shall pass.... Read More

New year

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 14:05:05 -0600

Last year was the most painful and lonely year I've ever had. But I survived. This year started with some unpleasent events, but for some weird and unexplainable reason I think that this year will be better. Or not.. I'm not sure. I've got addicted to anime. I have no idea why. I can't find any logic in it, I don't really like the language.. I ... Read More

Homeless

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 11:12:48 -0500

This is the third night I'm going to spend up in the attick of an empty building. Everybody says it's hunted, but so far haven't seen anything unusual. I heard voices at night, but I can't be sure that it was a ghost. Maybe it was coming from my dream. There is no light in there, no water. Nothing. I got some candles to keep me company. It smell... Read More

Kitchens

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 13:21:34 -0500

I like kitchens because they are full of knives. Big knives, small knives, sharp knives... But I hate cleaning the mess in there.... Read More

I'm in a Hollywood movie

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 07:24:22 -0500

Sometimes I get this feeling like I'm in a movie. Each time it is a different one. Sometimes it's a big Hollywood movie, sometimes it's an independent one. In one I am a hero, in the other - a loser. Beautiful and ugly, fun and boring, happy and sad. I believe that they could make a hit movie in Hollywood out of my life. It could be a mix of com... Read More

Cocaine & Depeche Mode

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 13:04:54 -0500

Sitting, laying, waiting... I think it was love, maybe warmth. Something I've wanted for all of my life. It's romance, passion, late night dances... I'm touched. All of yesterday's problems and thoughts turned into dust with a bitter taste. There's nothing. Nothing matters, nothing exists. The ceiling has never been brighter, as pure as my soul. ... Read More

Surrealism takes place over my so-called life

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 02:51:08 -0500

Everything is about to change in 3 days. As much as I try to act calm I am abit nervous about it. Not every day your life changes so drastically. Tomorrow is a big day. My last exam. And that's it. I'm done. Finishing high-skull. After those long miserable years I'll be free. And as Cooper's song goes- "No more pencils No more books No more... Read More

The gold lions

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 14:50:12 -0500

Gold lions are capturing me in between. Inside and out. Their grip gets tighter with each step I make. I am suffocating. Someday the armies will march back while freedom takes place.... Read More

The things that make me smile

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 14:05:15 -0500

Music is the cure for the soul. Enjoying these days with... My loyal friends:

Going up

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 14:37:25 -0500

Today I've made another step toward my reviving. My condition is getting better now, day by day. It really seems like I'm slowly getting out of this black hole that's eating me from the inside. I've decided to get back on playing the guitar, after a whole year of barely touching it. Today I've baught an amplifier (spent 3 years without one). This ... Read More