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tahksik I want this! - Subscribe


Yeah. But some how I have to convince my mom. I'm not going to go behind her back. I could. I know a lot of places that will do it without checking your age. All they want is your money.

I've done a lot of research, and I am determined. I know that it is one of the most painful ear piercings to get, I know that it takes a lot of care while it is healing, and I am prepared. I have the money for it. All I need is my mom.

I'm turning 17 soon ... maybe I can ask for it as a gift. A gift that I am going to pay for. I've called all the local shops and got pricings. I am set.

I'm am prepared with my arguement.

Wish me luck.

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Mood: natural

tahksik Crash and burn... Jan 7th, 2007 1:37:03 pm - Subscribe
I tried asking my mom, but she was like, "you don't need one."

I don't need a lot of things. I would like to have some things, one of them being another piercing in my ear.

Oh wells. I still have time to try and convince her. And if she doesn't comply, I'd only have to wait a year.

Suh--yeah.

I found out yesterday that today is my manager's last day. She is becoming a supervisor for the area. Her office will be in the Belleville store, though, so that is cool.

We don't know who will be the new manager. They asked our shift manager to do it, but she doesn't want it. Actually, she was told she was doing it, but she really doesn't want it.

Also, I won the receptionist contest. Go ME! I get a $25 American Express gift card. w00t.

Sooooo yeah.

I;m hungry. And I have to get ready for work. I get to wear jeans today. wink.gif
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Mood: glad

tahksik Life's hard. Jan 10th, 2007 9:31:15 pm - Subscribe
Today was not my day. I had a test in 1st period, and the girl next to me was trying to cheat, and the teacher caught "us." I haven't had a chance to argue about it. Things were great until 4th period when I discovered my gym uniform was stollen. At the time, I was through the wall about it, but now I'm a bit calmer about it. Then, a couple of periods later, I got into an argument with someone incapable of passing french 3. We kept going back and forth, him saying I'm a fucking bitch and me saying something along the lines of at least I'm going to graduate in 4 years. He's the definition of a loser. He aspires for nothing.

What ever.

Then, after school, I was walking home with a friend, and she mentioned National Honors Society and teacher recomendation. Then everything hit me like a train and I was like, "mother fucker." One teacher even uses my name in the same line as cheating, and there goes every chance I had. For a while, I thought that I didn't have a chance, but then I had my hopes up. I guess I shouldn't have thought that I would get in.

Oh wells, life is hard.
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Mood: dreamy
The song that never ends: Lose Control --Evanescence

tahksik Been doing good... Jan 15th, 2007 8:56:39 pm - Subscribe
I was going to rant about my school, because I feel that our superintendant is making poor choices, but I think I need to rant to other people, people who can help me.

Anyways, on Friday I went to the movies with a couple of friends. We saw that Will Smith movie, Pursuit of Happiness. It was okay. Some of the people who I was with didn't like it, though.

Saturday I didn't do much. I went to costco with my mom. They stopped selling Niisan's Chow Mein, so my life is over. lmao. Also, I bought the Covenant, which I loved. I'll probably watch it again later.

Yesterday, I practiced driving with my Aunt and Uncle. I'm a natural at driving. Except for my parking. wink.gif lmao! And my turning is a hellova lot better. w00t w00t.

Today I did a lot of nothing. I watched Sky High, which has the main guy from the Covenant. After Sky High, Raise Your Voice came on, but that movie makes me cry, so I didn't finish it. Destiny might call me today, but it's a might.

So, yeah. YAY FOR A SEMI-COMPLETE SOCIAL LIFE!
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Mood: left

tahksik GoodBYE A-O-Hell! Jan 23rd, 2007 2:59:19 am - Subscribe
I finally convinced my mom to get rid of dial-up. When it finally gets here, I'm going to get rid of ALL traces of AOL.

YAYNESS!

So, yeah .... YAY!

That is all I have to say.


YAY!
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Mood: eek!

tahksik Some thoughts Jan 24th, 2007 4:13:24 am - Subscribe
You know the song by Three Days Grace, "The Animal I Have Become"? Well, I think that song is the story of my life. I listen to it, and it gives me hope, thinking that someone else feels the same way I do.

I need to grow a spine. I need to walk up to "him" and tell him how I feel before I let him get away. I've already let one go, and I don't think I can for another one.

And no, I'm not talking about Harry. I don't want him in my life, and I'm tired of him trying to be my friend and then we fight, then, at a later date, he is trying to be my friend again. He is just too much drama. Also, he doesn't want to be my friend.

The person who I'm talking about is flawed, but not in the same way Chris and Harry was. He's different, and he makes me smile. I love spending time with him and talking to him. lolz. He can pick me up, too .. lmao... and I'm heavy.

iono. Sometimes I feel like such a girl when I'm trying to demand his attention. I look back at what I do with him and I'm like, what the hell is wrong with me? Something in me tells me that these feelings aren't one-sided, but he is pretty friendly with a lot of girls, you know? I know that the way he treats me isn't something special because he treats most of his female friends the same.

I don't know. Maybe I will grow a spine and ask him to hang out or something. I would love to spend some time with him outside of school, to see how things would be.

Oh wells, I'm done being a fan girl
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Mood: mushy

tahksik Anyone have this problem w/ their laptop? Jan 26th, 2007 1:29:48 am - Subscribe
Okay, well, I have a Toshiba Satellite M35X. It's 2 years old and in good shape. It's never been dropped and always handled with care. Except for recently.

For some reason, it just gives up on charging. See, when it charges, two of the three lights light up. The one on the far right means it's charging and when it's orange, it means that the battery is less than 20% (or somewhere near it). We'll call that light 3. The one on the far left means it's plugged in the charger. That will be light 1. The middle one means it's on, but that one doesn't matter. That doesn't need to be named.

Anyways, every so often, and random as anything, light three will go off, and it will switch to using the battery. If I unplug it and plug it back in, it will start charging. Anywhere from 2 seconds to 2 minutes later, it will go back off.

Now, remember, I have a temper. So, I got frustrated and smacked it, replugged it in, and light 3 stayed on. It wasn't a hard smack, it was just enough to hear something and hard enough to make me happy.

Anyone have this problem with their M35X or laptop? Anyone know why this is happening?

Thankies!
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Mood: humbled

tahksik I can get into R rated movies w/out having to lie! Jan 30th, 2007 2:06:44 am - Subscribe
So, yeah. My b-day was yesterday. It was alright. My mom got me a bunch of shit I will never use, but what else is new...

So, yeah.

I went to the movies w/ a friend. I went with Dennis, and I think we're closer now, but I just don't really know. I saw him in school today, and we acted like nothing happened. Maybe nothing really did happen. Maybe I should have done more.

I don't know. Maybe if I get some more time with him, I'll talk to him about it or something.

Chris hates him for some reason. And I don't care. He's just being a dick. He thinks I'll wait around for him for ever. I won't. I thought about it, but it's just stupid. There's someone in front of me now and I'm not going to ignore it.

I think I had a mild panic attack. I just felt "off" in French class and my chest was hurting. It kept getting worse until after school, but it didn't go away. My heart was running wild, almost like I was just jogging. It was weird. iono. I haven't had one in a while, and I thought I was fine for a while, but then this happened.

Oh well. It was probably nothing.

I really do hope that I can talk to Dennis... you know, like a serious talk. I would love for him to call me, but I doubt it.
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Mood: nasty
The song that never ends: Dance W/ The Devil -- Breaking Benjamin

tahksik Wireless router Jan 31st, 2007 8:48:12 pm - Subscribe
I got a wireless router, but it's being a bitch when I try to set a WEP key. I gave up and went to the d-link page, trying to see if there are some special steps for this hardware or something, but it's the same thing.

They say that I just need to type in admin and leave the pass blank, but doing that gives me NOTHING!

Mother Fuckers!

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Mood: defiant