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tahksik This moment - Subscribe
At this moment, this very moment, I feel distant from everything. From my boyfriend, from my friends, from my family.

I don't know why. I don't want to know why, really. I just want it to stop.

Thanks for reading, if you really did.
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Mood: deranged
The song that never ends: When -- Taproot

tahksik I dressed like a girl today Jun 5th, 2006 8:11:33 pm - Subscribe
Yep. I wore a skirt and a nice top for my interview with SuperCuts in Belleville. The interview was canceled and moved to tomorrow, though, 'cause it can get a little busy there. No biggie, though.

Yeah.

I;m addicted to that show, Footballers Wives. it is really good. I would have watched it, but the tv in my room is busted and my mom wouldn't let me watch it in her room.

So, yeah, that is how my life is now. Joyous. YAYNESS!!!!!!!!

Ugh ...... I had some twizzlers, so I'm a little hyper. Heehee

__Edit__

Turns out I have three half brothers. yyeeaahh
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Mood: zany

tahksik Prom Jun 9th, 2006 9:17:33 pm - Subscribe
Last night was Harry's prom, and I, as his date, went with him. The place that the prom was at was beautiful, but the food is something that needs to be worked on.

No biggie about the food, though. Afterwards, we went to a diner. This was about 1 am. I didn't go to sleep until 3:30 ish 'cause I had makeup to take off. After a while, I got fed up and just went to sleep.

I had fun, but something is bothering Harry about last night, and I don't know what. I tried talking to him online, but he just signed off. (Oh, biatch, he didn't.)

He's more dramatic than me.

I think that tissue in my chest is getting swollen again. Suxxors.

Prom Pictures coming soon.
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Mood: challenged
The song that never ends: Understanding -- Evanescence

tahksik My laptop gives me heart attacks. Jun 10th, 2006 2:05:14 pm - Subscribe
I had a laptop scare. The effing touch pad wouldn't work, and I was hypervenalating and stuff like that.

I had to restart it twice before it started working again.

Lemme see .... I went food shoping yesterday. That was about it. I was supposed to hang out with the exxer yesterday, but I was too tired to do anything and my chest hurted. lolz.

The End.
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Mood: victorious
The song that never ends: The Wicked End -- A7X

tahksik Prom Pictures Jun 11th, 2006 3:50:33 pm - Subscribe
I promised prom pictures, and here they are.

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Sorry for the picture being blurry. I'm trying to get that damn flower on him.

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I'd look at his brother and father if I was you!

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Mood: hip
The song that never ends: Vermillion (live) -=- 9.0

tahksik I'm thinking and it isn't good. Jun 12th, 2006 9:18:31 pm - Subscribe
Me and Harry are in the middle of a spat. I'm severly pissed at him and there is nothing he can do to make me less angry at him.

He wanted to drink his problems away, as Destiny said. Would he tell me? No. Mr. "I promise I won't drink or smoke for you" wouldn't tell me. But he would tell Destiny. He knows how I feel about people who drink 'til they are drunk to get rid of their problems. My mom fucking does it, and her problems take up half my therapy session.

He wants me to tell him when something is wrong with me, but when it comes to him, Lord forbid he even looks my way.

Not only that, but I never hear from him, and when I do, it's like a drive-by.
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Mood: pretty

tahksik Finals soon Jun 15th, 2006 9:14:53 pm - Subscribe
Just incase you leave everything you need for your French final in school, here is a briefing of everything you need.


er verbs
Je Parle Nous Parlons
Tu Parles Vous Parlez
Il Parle Ils Parlent

ir verbs
Je Choisis nous choisissons
Tu Choisis vous choisissez
Il Choisit ils choisissent

mttv verbs
Je pars nous partons
tu pars vous partez
ils part ils partent

RE verbs
Je Attends Nous attendons
Tu Attends Vous attendez
Il attend ils attendent

Aller: to go
Je vais Nous allon
tu vas vous allez
il va ils vont

Avoir
J'ai nous avons
Tu as vous avez
Il a ils ont

etre
je suis nous sommes
tu es vous etes
il est ils sont
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Mood: enlightened

tahksik I'm NUTS! Jun 16th, 2006 9:41:33 pm - Subscribe
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Anywho ... yeah ... I'm bored.

Harry is with a friend watching a movie. I didn't want to see the movie, 'cause that Fast and Furious is like a dead horse and they are just beating it with a dead dog.

So, YEAH! I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO TYPE, BUT IF I PLAY ANOTHER GAME, MY HEAD WILL EXPLODE!!!

I had my french final today. I don't think I did all that bad on it. I also had my band final today, but that is so easy that I could take it with a fresh gunshot wound in the back of my head. I swear.

akjhdlkjs alksjdaljdwoiusdkj asdjoweiu wookie.
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Mood: wacky
The song that never ends: Dreams -- Taproot.

tahksik I want my damn permit! Jun 18th, 2006 4:20:15 pm - Subscribe
I have a feeling that tomorrow I'm going to fail my Driver's Ed exam, thus being the reason as to why I don't get my damn permit.

Every online test that I take, I fail. AH!
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Mood: shady
The song that never ends: MIA -- Avenged Sevenfold

tahksik Get off the sidewalks Jun 19th, 2006 5:44:17 pm - Subscribe
I passed the knowledge test and got my permit.

Uh-oh.

lmao.
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Mood: yucky

tahksik I want to start over Jun 19th, 2006 11:12:14 pm - Subscribe
I need to start over.

I've been thinking about the stupid things. The things that no one likes to hear. The things that Harry scolds me for and Destiny ignores. I'd love to ignore it as well as she does, but I can't. I'd love to approach it as well as Stephanie does, or as well as Mr. Dhaibar, but I can't.

I hate me.
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Mood: heavenly

tahksik You lying bitch Jun 21st, 2006 11:48:01 pm - Subscribe
I hate you. Bitch. I hope you choke while you starve yourself.

happy.gif

I feel better now.
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Mood: randy

tahksik Lovely day Jun 23rd, 2006 10:31:05 pm - Subscribe
I had a lovely day. I went to school, cut every period after first period ended, spent half the day with Harry, and the rest by myself.

Yep.

Tomorrow I start work at SuperCuts. I'm sort of excited about it. iono.

So, yeah. That is the update.

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Mood: important

tahksik New blog! Jun 26th, 2006 11:19:44 pm - Subscribe
I created another blog on another site that is for the depressing stuff. I know no one here likes to read about it, so I figured I might as well. If you want to read it, leave me a comment, but I doubt you do.

So, I started work this weekend. It was stressfull learning all these new things. I think the two things that I mastered were the register and tieing ballons. cool.gif I'm just that good.

Yeah. And I get 50 percent off all products. Go me!

So, things are okay. yep yep yep.
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Mood: slaphappy

tahksik ALKJDLKJ!!!!!! Jun 28th, 2006 11:02:02 pm - Subscribe
Mr. "I'llCallYouAfterI'mDoneEatingBreakfast" can go to hell.

That was HOURS ago. Unless he choked on it, I'm mad. This is the sort of thing that pisses me off.

If you don't plan on calling me back, then don't make a false promise. I'm a big girl. I can handle it.
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Mood: shiny

tahksik Nitendo DS Lite Jun 29th, 2006 1:21:05 pm - Subscribe
I have decided that I am going to get that. Yep.

If anyone has one, including the older DS, then feel free to chime in with how you like it.

And I know the first game I want to get. The Sims 2. Yep.

So, yeah. Any words of wisdom, feel free to send them my way!
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Mood: accepted