| That feeling felt |
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nasty |
| The song that never ends |
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Dance W/ The Devil -- Breaking Benjamin |
So, yeah. My b-day was yesterday. It was alright. My mom got me a bunch of shit I will never use, but what else is new...
So, yeah.
I went to the movies w/ a friend. I went with Dennis, and I think we're closer now, but I just don't really know. I saw him in school today, and we acted like nothing happened. Maybe nothing really did happen. Maybe I should have done more.
I don't know. Maybe if I get some more time with him, I'll talk to him about it or something.
Chris hates him for some reason. And I don't care. He's just being a dick. He thinks I'll wait around for him for ever. I won't. I thought about it, but it's just stupid. There's someone in front of me now and I'm not going to ignore it.
I think I had a mild panic attack. I just felt "off" in French class and my chest was hurting. It kept getting worse until after school, but it didn't go away. My heart was running wild, almost like I was just jogging. It was weird. iono. I haven't had one in a while, and I thought I was fine for a while, but then this happened.
Oh well. It was probably nothing.
I really do hope that I can talk to Dennis... you know, like a serious talk. I would love for him to call me, but I doubt it. |
