I love my friends--I really do. But, they are the reason why my Doctor asks me why I stress over things. I think it would be one friend in particular that makes me was to strangle something that breathes.

She says she listens to me, but I don't think so. I told her that I cared for her, that she was my best friend. She ignores it and me. The sad thing is that she is my best friend. My closest friend is distant from me.

She makes herself depressed. And I think she does it for attention. I could say, "stupid emo, go kill yourself," and she will stop what she is doing and say how it isn't funny.

We all know she tried killing herself--more then I know, for sure. But, she is the one that constantly points it out when anything related to the topic comes up. The next time she does it, I think I'm going to snap.

She isn't the only depressed one in the damned school. I'm going to turn around to her and just yell. "We know, Destiny, now shut up."

Before she got sent to High Focus, she was fine. But, now that it is in her head that there is something wrong, it won't leave. She won't let it go, and she is the one making herself depressed. (Her then boyfriend put it into her head that she was fat, but he is an asshole.)

Not only that, but she is the one who won't let her ex-boyfriend go. He abused her, and she is the one who won't let him go. That son of a bitch threatened to slit the necks of her friends (and I think I'm at the top of the list for telling him off) and then kill her.

We tried to push her to go to the cops. We were so close to finally having that asshole behing bars or in an institution. . . but then she backs out. She only went half way.

We went down to guidance, and talked to the detective at the school. She only told them about the threat. We wanted her to tell them about the rape, but she wouldn't. I told the detective when the councelor talked to her in private. He couldn't do anything unless she told them.

In the end, she didn't press charges. She ended up talking to him on the phone that night, making friends once more.

If anyone can not see my stress in this whole thing, then you need to read it again.

I'm hungry.

heehee.

I used to have a friend just like yours.
and i think that they're stupid people,
they make they're problems into a crisis.
they're not realy depressed they just used to think that way, and they don't try to change that.
Just tell "stupid emo, go kill yourself"
hehe it works!

I had a friend who went through a similar situation with her ex. He raped her and she never pressed charges. After that she started cutting herself and such.
I wish you the best of luck with your situation, dear. I'm sure it must be hard to deal with.

I know your friend must be hard to deal with but you putting up with it despite all just shows what an amazing friend you are to her.Wish both of you luck.!!!Noone else knows what the Suicide Bunny book is.It's a work of a genius.