I like blogging ... I'm gonna try to keep it positive, though.

Sooooooooooooooooooooooo

Yesterday was eventful. I had court and I was able to get away with a fine. Afterwards, I WAS going to go back to school, but I figured fuck it, so I ate and went to see Mike.

Mike wasn't feeling well. He had a friend over and they were chillin. We went out for coffee, but he wasn't feeling any better, so we parted ways.

Then I went to stage tech for a whole. That was funn ... I painted, I put holes in things. I'm gonna learn how to do the lights for the play. Should be fun.

Afterwards, I went home. My mom found a mouse and was sitting in the car. She was waiting for me to get home. I managed to get it into a box and let it go outside. She thinks I killed it, though ...

Then I ate, and things like that. I got unlimited texting, now, so that's cool.

Then, me and Mike had a small talk and I went to go see him. We lied around and watched a movie.

things are good.

really good

better than they've ever been.

I have to get blood work done. The last time I've had it done was, like, a year ago. Now, for the new place I'm going to, I need it again. Or something. iono.

Might start the meds again. I came off those a bunch of times, but they were killing me. They made me sooooo sick it was bad. And don't even bother with mixing and matching.

Either way, the new place is under my mom's insurance and she knows some of the peeps that work there. so Yay?

haha

iono

I need to do something. I'm starving and I can't eat until I get the fucking blood taken or something. It sounds like a load of horse shit, but -- whatevs ...

So, yeah. I've been poking my head in every so often. Checking up on my friends and stuff.

I've been hanging out around xanga, feeding my icon addiction.

So -- yeah.

Dennis is a stupid fuck -- Harry can fall of a cliff -- Chris is my "biffle" -- Erik's on life support.


Me? Ehh -- there's a good chance I won't pass Math this year. Oh -- and I got my license and a car. There's pics of it on my myspace.


That's about it. I don't want to offend anyone and be considered rude again, so I cut it short.

BYES!

I just got the Samsung C417 (mentioned in a blog before) and I'm sending it back. I felt that I could deal with the center button being the browser button and the keypad being flat, but I just found out that the bluetooth has been crippled to only allow headsets and there is no cable out there that is really stable (google and message board searches lead me to this conclusion).

I'm going to go for the Samsung D807 instead. I like slider phones and a friend of mine has the phone and likes it.

I'm not going to stick around. I'm too rude.

I've asked for tags for about a year and a half, and it's something that I really want. I have a feeling that it's not going to happen. It's just a feeling. I'm not sure.

I'll keep the account open so I can read and continue to comment. I'm just not going to use Aeonity as my blog hosting site.

Maybe if tags come in or something else I could use, I'll start up again. I really liked the community, and it's probably the reason why I've stayed as long as I did. Leaving has been on my mind for a while, and now I think it's time. Aeontiy has no room for the rude.

~toodles

I was eligible for an upgrade since Monday, and today I finally did it. I was looking at some of the free ones they were offering, but the one I really wanted and liked was only $20 bucks, and I could live with that.

My mom had questions, so I was just going to call and ask them and order it online 'cause they were the one with the deal. So, I called, asked a bunch of questions, and somehow mentioned the phone I wanted. (I was asking why when the one in Red (refubed) would be in-stock) and she said that she didn't know. She then said that she would be able to sell me the new one for free. YES, FREE! after mail in rebate. But, you know what, I could put up the $50 now. I don't mind.

The phone I'm getting is the Samsung C417 Gold. I've seen the phone around and I really like the design of it. My old phone was such a brick, and I'm not even kidding. It was thick and clunky. This one is thin and purty. I've read online and around that the buttons are flat and that it is hard to dial by feel, but I've gotten used to my mom's razor, so I think I'll be fine.

So. YAY!

Iono ... but I think my computer might be hinting to something. Just look at the pictures ...

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So, then I decided to have some fun with it ....

Freak On A Leash Ft Amy Lee

So, yeahhh ...

Being sick sucks, but thankfully, I'm starting to get over it... hotness.

So, yeah. Hopefully I can go pick up my toshiba from Best Buy. So--yeahhhh

I'm hungry ... ttylaterz

I really don't know what to think. I feel ... "betrayed" ... if that is the right word.

For a while, I thought that I really had a shot with Dennis. I thought that Jackie was really turning into my friend and she was encouraging me. She has been friends with him for a while and she kept telling me not to give up. I could talk to her about my problems and she could talk to me about mine.

I guess you could say that this is Karma.

Last night, Jackie IMed me, asking me if she could call me. It was around 10 or 11, I couldn't remember which. She was telling me how this girl called her, yelling at her, calling her names.

Jackie said that he name was Sam, and that she said she was Dennis' girlfriend. Dennis said that Jackie slept with him and that she's with someone new every week--or something like that.

Jackie was telling me that she kissed him two weeks ago, and that he had no problem with it. The only thing he had to say about it was that he didn't want to get into a relationship, yet.

The whole time, I'm just trying not to say anything or hang up the phone. I was mad--I still am. Is this payback for all the things that happened when she was with Chris? Why couldn't she just tell me or do something so I didn't find out ...

I don't know what to do... These are my friends. Jackie is the only one I could really talk to about my problems ...

I don't even know what to say to either of them, if I should say anything ....

________Edit_________

You know what -- I'm not going to stress over it. My friend Amanda introduced me to a friend of hers. He doesn't go to my school, he plays hockey, and he's super cute.

I'm just going to move on. There's no point in bringing it back up or dwelling on it. My name wasn't on Dennis, and if he was interested in me, then why would he kiss her? You know? I'm not going to let it bother me ...

Peace Mother Fuckas!

So far, I have not been sick. I almost made it through the winter with nothing worse than a stuffy nose. Now that winter break is here, I'm sick.

I thought my throat was sore from yelling at the stupid freshman at the theater, but then I developed a headache that would kill a horse. So, I went to the mall. (smart, ne?) Chris was at the mall, also, playing DDR, so I went to visit him. That place was so noisy that it made my headache dull (loud noise is a comfort for me). But it was so hot. So I left to find my mom in Sears. I was still hot ... even with my coat off. My mom said my face was red and stuff.

Yay for fevers.

My sore throat has turned into a painful cough. I feel like I'm going to pass out sometimes. Not cool.

AND I HAVE A WEEK OFF OF SCHOOL! I DON'T WANT TO SPEND IT SICK!

THIS IS SOOOO NOT FAIR!!!

Whatevs .... It's been a while since I updated on my life ...

Monday -- Harry stalked me. That was fun. I had to manage a bake sale and meet a teacher after school and he called me. I was kinda snappy, and he just hung up on me. He was waiting for me outside the school. I haven't talked to him since. After the bake sale, I had to walk home, but I was wearing heels, so I walked home barefoot. lmao.

Tuesday -- got in trouble for a writing assignment. Apparently I have no discretion for appropriate things ...

Wednesday -- V-Day and Snow Day. At least I didn't have to sit around watch everyone be all lovely and shit like that.

Thrusday -- Nothing important. ... or anything that I could remember.

Friday -- Junior Prom was on Friday, but I didn't want to go. No one asked me, and I didn't want to go anyways. (If someone asked, I would have.,.. but whatevs) Instead, me and some friends who also ditched J. Prom and we all went to the movies. We were trying to see Smokin Aces, but 2 of the people we were with were 16 and looked like they were 12 ... DAMN! So, we saw The Messengers. That was a terrible movie. Don't watch it. Also, there was this group of freshman in the front, and they were being rude as fuck. I yelled at them twice ... Someone complained and they got security and stuff ( I think the freshies were throwing stuff, also.) Once the guards came, they shut up.

Yesterday I went to the mall with my mom. In the morning, I woke up with a sore throat. On the way to the mall, I developed a small headache. Everything went downhill from there. I did get some earings, at spencers. I was also hit on by this kid in hot topic. lmao. That made me feel better about myself. lolz ...

So, yeah ...