When I don't see her online, I always think the worst. I'm afraid to check her blog, because the last time I did, she had her final words posted.

So, here comes the truth--is my best friend still alive. . . . ?

Well, according to her last blog, she'e been reconnecting with that fuck of an ex-boyfriend of hers, so, whenever shit like that happens, something bad comes up.

My mood has been sinking, and a lot of what you guys said cheered me up. I swear it did. I'm still here, right?

Vanillabee (I love vanilla!), I hear what you are saying. I have a feeling that my freshman year and summer have been one REALLY long phase.

Midnight--I have all four of you, and you are better then the friends that say they are there.

Hushpuppy--yes, I have you. My family is something to question, but I have you.

shh-- The things you said are on my ceiling in big bold letters. . thanks you.