I feel used. It makes my stomach hurt thinking about it.

Erik is sorta talking to me now. I guess he just really has nothing else to do. He asked me to hang out last night, but had to cancel because his car broke down. I beleive him, because his car is a pos.

He called me around 11pm and asked me if I wanted to hang out today. I guess his car started working again, because he was at my house pretty early.

So, I spent most of the day with him, just hanging out and talking about nothing. His friends stopped by, and they threatened to call child protection services. It's a joke with them, considering there's a pretty big gap between our ages. Like, six years. It's not like we were getting frisky or anything like that, it's just kinda odd. He's one of the best friends that I have, and I do feel close to him.

He's like my link to the real world. Proof that this whole world isn't as insane as Belleville.

So, yeah. I kicked his ass in video games! I always did. Today was no different