I don't know what is up with Chris, but he's been gone for a long time. He practically lives online. He didn't even stay after school with me like he said. *sigh*
Me and my mom got into an "altercation" last night, and some lovely words were exchanged. I was getting frustrated, she was drunk, what else is new?! I couldn't sleep because I think I'm getting an alergic reaction to something, and I can't sleep because my legs are icthy and stuff like that.
She takes this time to talk down to me until I start crying. And when I do, she is just like, "Boo-hoo, I'm disgusting, boo-hoo, I'm ugly, boo-hoo, I'm fat."
Why should she be surprised when she waked up, not by me, but when her TV flashes on and the volume is raised. Why should she be surprised when I go to April for a ride and not the other way around.
<i>Thoughts First Waking Up: Awww---fuck</i> I have the same thought every single morning. Really cool survey though I don't think I would take it because then I would be forced to admit to things I don't want to admit to.