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playful |
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Correction, I'm a fucking moron.
That whole thing with my ex came to a "close" last week. He broke it off with his girlfriend, and all was well in the world. . . *well, not the south--but, you know what I mean.*
Tuesday, I went to the movies with him, Hogan, Dest, and Ace. We were acting like two people who like each other do. . . .
He got together with his girlfriend last night.
So, today, we were talking, and I asked him about what was going on with his girlfriend. I took all of your advice, and I waited. I waited a while, they were split for a decent amount of time--and lovely joy!
He's always been a mind fuck.
"Because Friday was real. I had fun, and I was happy to be with you. and I dont want that to change because im with Jackie for the wrong reasons..."
"Im not going to hold back because I dont care if you tell her..i really dont fucking care anymore..."
"I love you..friday brought back a whole bunch of things, and I want to be with you again, but Ive come to far to just drop Jackie because my heart is throwing me against a brick fucking wall."
"But she's far too doubtful..me an jackie have been on and off for a month because she doesnt even know how she feels about me."
That is the basics of the conversation. All I said was okay, I understand, and alright.
And that is why I'm a fucking Moron! |
