| That feeling felt |
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malicious |
| The song that never ends |
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Say You Will - Ra |
Looking back and around, things aren't that bad. Yesterday, I spent the day with all of my friends. The real ones. Yeah, them. We attempted to watch The Fog, but changed our mind and tried playing Silent Hill 2 in the dark. I think we made it to the apartment and then began to play Super Smash Brothers. After that, we played Soul Caliber. I haven't played that game in almost a year.
We attempted to cook. We made a huge cookie, but it was a lil' bitter. We also made a bunt cake, but I didn't try that.
I really, really, really want to go far, far away for college. Really far away. Far enough where people can't visit me.
And, for the little survey:
She is dead to me. From now to forever.
And I know you're reading this, and I've known that this link has been sitting in your Favorites since I placed it on my old blog. You are dead to me. You have other people that are willing to look past your stupidity and your ugly and just ignore them, but I can't. I can't be by your side while he is there, too. I know that is what I'm supposed to do, but fuck it.
I did not appreciate finding out that you were lying to my face to cover up another lie. I did not appreciate finding "myspace.com/destiny_and_tom". I did not appreciate you asking me for help, and then deny my helping hand. You're so young to wrapped up in this love that is only abusive and hurting you. You said to me that you were trying to fix yourself, but so far you haven't rid yourself of the one thing that ruined you. You made that promise to yourself and managed to break that one, too.
Don't talk to me. Don't approach me. And don't ask for my help ever again. You're dead to me.
Tomorrow will be better. |
