fret for your figure and
fret for your latte and
fret for your lawsuit and
fret for your hairpiece and
fret for your prozac

THE FUCK?!?!

21st Oct, 2005 6:32:37 pm - Subscribe

My sister is nine years old.

She took 3 of my empty CDs, because, "once in a while, I will need them".

I know that the real reason is that she wants to look cool at school.

Pathetic. Just pathetic.
mood: annoyedx2
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Desperate and ravenous.

21st Oct, 2005 5:23:21 am - Subscribe

So weak, and powerless. Over you.

These are the questions I wish I had answers to;

Why do I always think I can set everything straight?

Why do I always love people out of pity?

Why is Malik making me feel like shit? Why is he being so mean?

Why can't S be online to give me a hug and tell me to go to Minnesota and do insane shit with him? sad.gif

Why do I even BOTHER?
mood: curious
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This always happens.

21st Oct, 2005 4:56:47 am - Subscribe

About 5 months ago-
Gina: I was on your account yesterday, but I wasn't at the computer. Neil said, "I miss you Aya, and I'm sorry".
*I burst into tears*
Today-
Gina: I talked to Malik today. He said, "Aya hates me now I'm going to stop giving a shit about what she thinks"
*I burst into tears*

He thinks I hate him. That makes me so fucking sad. I thought that, for once, I had ended a relationship on good terms. On completely altruistic terms, that I'd done something that was for the better of us both.

He hated seeing me sad, and nothing made me sad more than the numerous weekends that he wasn't online. I thought it would have been the best to ask him to be my friend?

I'm so confused. I listened to my favourite songs, but that made me miss S which made me feel like a whore which made me miss S more.

*cries*

Help me. Please.
mood: sad
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Things that annoy me.

21st Oct, 2005 3:55:17 am - Subscribe

1/ People who call others fake. Who are you to decide who is real, exactly? Do you have some exclusive membership of a Real club? So, someone decides they want to be like someone else. They're still real. The people we imitate will help shape the person we are.

2/ People who swear to celibacy on non-religious grounds. This is usually done by girls/guys who have never had sex, and come to the conclusion that it is evil, though it can't be, since everything that lives does it, except them, because they're too annoying anyway.

3/ That feeling you get, even when a relationship with someone is over, and your friends say they talked to them, and it's like, OMG WHAT DID THEY SAY?

4/ "Omg my best friend is with my ex I hate her now stupid whore". They're your ex, why should you care? It's OVARRRR.

5/ People who have kids within the first year of marriage. Mm, I'm talking people who never lived under the same roof before marriage, and have a kid straight after it. JESUS CHRIST, USE CONDOMS. rikhghtiughtiu!!!

6/ "Whu, muh, moi, mi, tyme, lyfe" What the fuck? It's not even an abbreviaton! I can live with "r,u,2", but jesus! Whu wreked muh lyfe?

7/ When my mother is in the kitchen idling and asks me to make tea.

8/ Baklava.

9/ Racism.

10/ Vegans. Anti-fur-ians. You get the picture.

11/ Loud birds.

12/ The fact that the cotton buds are always in my sister's room.

13/ Waiting.

14/ People who put friends before lovers.

15/ Bad premature teenage mistaches. Okay, it looks good on some people, but eck ;/

16/ The haircut of just about every guy at granville boys' high school. A rat tail. Ewh.

17/ People who really really don't give a shit about their appearance, and show up to the bus stop with chocolate spread around their mouths and most of the buttons of their shirts undone. *shivers*

18/ People who go into chatrooms pretending to be celebrities. *sigh*

19/ People who leave comments like, "omg stop posting about ____". Amazingly, the admins never do this (or I haven't seen it). When you pay for aeonity's bandwidth, THEN you can tell people to stop posting. Grr.

20/ When you say "sXe" on chatrooms, and people say, "youre not sexy". OMG, FUCK YOU, AND DIE.

21/ Drugs.

22/ Alcohol.

23/ Tobacco.

24/ Alcohol.

25/ Racist people sad.gif

26/ Homophobic people.

27/ Times New Roman. EWW.

28/ People who steal shit they can easily pay for.

29/ Love hearts.

30/ People who tease other people about pimples. *stabs*

31/ People at the beach/pool who have excessive chest hair and don't wear shirts. *bangs head*
mood: annoyed
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Tree-huggers.

21st Oct, 2005 2:21:12 am - Subscribe

Patricia and I give new meaning to that term tounge.gif


I'm the white one that's completely blurred out.

So uhm, yeah, don't make fun of our uniform.

PATRICIA- tounge.gif I'll give you all the other photos. The only good ones are of you anyway ha. But this one stays in my blog bishy tounge.gif

The one of me holding up a sign that says "Stalin is my boyfriend" wasn't on the drive either. UGH. Stupid Desiree's camera! =(

So, people, tell me, don't you just love APC's Thirteenth Step? Uhuh, yes you do.

Pale angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say.

So, anyway, on to school matters. Gina was being weird and perverted all day.

Maths was crappy. Patricia made up words.

History was actually good for once. Miss Matta has gone back to not hating me, and is now being a complete suck up.

Arabic was okay, listening exercise. The plastics took a picture of themselves with Dez's camera, lo and behold, it turned out better than most of ours. I hate them.

Lunch. Took photos. That's about it, and art was a bore-bag. Meh.

EDIT: Just realized that there's a nifty little images option. Okay, so I'm stupid, but I'm too lazy to change it now.
mood: terribl...y bored.
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