Songs and words....
Date: Apr 30th, 2005 4:47:00 am - Subscribe
Mood: alone
Current Music: APC - The Noose
One of the things about me that the people whom know me best realize about me is the fact that music plays a very important part in my life. I have no musical talent at all, but, I relate to music very well. Knowing what music I am listening to let's the people around me know allot about how I am feeling, or what my mood is like. It is my way of expression. I hold so much in that I am seemingly always on the edge of bursting. This, for me, is a way of life. One of the songs that seems to describe how I feel about allot of things is "The Noose" by A Perfect Circle. I relate to it so well because I hold so much pain inside of myself. Even those closest to me don't realize the effect they have on me. The words they say, (sometimes kind, sometimes not) all have an effect. I don't know whom of my friends reads this or might find it, but, this will give them something to think about. This is what I ask myself all the time.
"The Noose" - A Perfect Circle - The Thirteenth Step
So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heavens help you cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more then just a little curious
How you're planning to go about making your amends
To the dead
To the dead
Recall the deeds as if they're all
Someone else's atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more then just a little curious
How you're planning to go about making your amends
To the dead
To the dead
With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
But I'm more then just a little curious
How you're planning to go about making your
More then just a little curious
How you're planning to go about making your
More then just a little curious
How you're planning to go about making your amends
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
To choke you now
This is me. This is how I often feel.
One more song to think about....
"Till We Run Out Of Road" - Jewel - This Way
It's leaving time again
I'm headed out
With all my friends
It's a roll of the dice
I've never thought twice
About the way
I've been spending my time
Trying my guts out
For every dime
Working in an
Office building tall
You don't know
Who's next to you at all
But being out here
The blood, the guts, the beer
Is a test
Only time will tell
It brings you close, man
Closer than hell
We're leaving
Leaving again
Can't recall
Where are we been
I guess we'll just go
Go till we're too old
Or we run out of road
The other day
I talked to Lou
He quit back in 92
Says he misses it bad
Those were the best time
He ever had
He said
"Give it hell to the end
'Cause once you quit
You can't get it back again"
We're leaving
Leaving again
Can't recall
Where are we been
I guess we'll just go
Go till we're too old
Or we run out of road
Expensive cabs
And shitty food
Washed down
With cancelled flights
This week endorsement holidays
You miss your boy and wife
Oh the late night drives
The calls
The dawn to strike you
Like a knife
Hey man
This is a beautiful life
We're leaving
Leaving again
We're leaving
Leaving again
Can't recall
Where are we been
I guess we'll just go
Go till we're too old
Or we run out of road
We're leaving
Leaving again
Can't recall
Where are we been
I guess we'll just go
Go till we're too old
Or we run out of road
This is how it seems it will end... Alone...
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