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tear presence - Subscribe
I stand here I wait....All is silent. Not a noise in the distance that I can hear, Not a scent that i can smell, I can not feel. I cannont feel. It is not all lost. But
your presence still lingers near....


ugh i dunno wat else to write!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im open to suggestions.
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Mood: eh

tear survey Apr 3rd, 2005 3:50:50 am - Subscribe

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Mood: achy

tear </3 Apr 3rd, 2005 10:28:47 pm - Subscribe
the worst thing about loving you is watching you love someone else. <3
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Mood: emotionless

tear searching for answers...in a distance. Apr 19th, 2005 3:37:03 am - Subscribe
well well...long time no post...kind blog friendhappy.gif Alot has happend....so where to begin.

Rents' found out about my ...injuries. Surpisingly, there reaction wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be. Life is...alright....50/50 i guess u would say.

I sometimes feel so fucking ignored by everyone around me. god. I miss that girl> the girl that loved life,the tress and just everybody and everything in the world...
wtf happend to her anyway...i miss her. i wish she'd come back.

I feel so left out. I really really do. Just everything. with friends...there little inside jokes. I feel like they dont even care about me or like me they way i love them. I just need someone to talk to. I need...someone....who understands. god..................

anybody?
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Mood: crampy

tear lost? Apr 20th, 2005 1:40:33 am - Subscribe
forgotten dreams forever lost.Broken memories far in the past....

whatever.forget it.jsut leave me alone.

mixed emoutions i guess you could say. Boy, is this summer going to suck or what. Only the first 3 weeks of it anyway.ugh.

people just dont understand. me?.

theres just so much in me that i have to give. so much. its sad really, you see i know for a fact that you'll never see me,yet think,or love me the way that I love* you. killl me. kill me now.

if anything, i wish i could be you. I wish we were friends. we went to elemantry. what th efuck happend. i idolize you. im obseesd with you. we have a lot in commen. i wish we were friends...
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Mood: different