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tear A look back... - Subscribe


So its 2006 now. Hurray. I'm hoping this year will be much better and stress free then last year. My New Years Resolution is to do a hell of a lot better in school, and not screw things up so for me... yeah. Panto's all over *sadface* It was sooo much fun, exhausting fun. I kind of had a little cry haha I'll miss everyone, and miss going to the theatre and practically living there. I'm glad I have everyones phone numbers, etc.

The New Years show went fantassstic! It was such a funnn night. It was packed in the theatre, Katey, Alex and Cora came tooo see the play. I was happy.

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Mood: trippy

tear And yet again. Fuck up. Jan 17th, 2006 7:12:11 pm - Subscribe

Things aren't going good.
Maybe I just wasn't ment to be happy in this life.


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Mood: dense
yes: fuck love.

tear Lovelys Jan 22nd, 2006 12:54:31 am - Subscribe
lovelys.
Last night was fun. I spent the night at Divinas house, shes a great girl, along with her 7 other siblings. craziness...hahaa. I had a shitty night sleep, and my head aches at the moment. I'm worried about her, and don't want her to get back into drugs again, Or to hurt herself, I care about her. A couple of nights ago, she went bizzarc and took a bunch of painkillers, thank god she didn't die, just made her dizzy for like the whole day. She needs to take better care of herself<3 she has to.

Anywho...
I'm in a new play. ALICE IN WONDERLAND!!!
fuck yeahhh
They asked mr if i wanted to be the directors assitant aswell as be in the play, I'm awfually happthappy.gif

Cheerioooo
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Mood: cheeky

tear depression Jan 24th, 2006 2:36:27 am - Subscribe
I'm feeling sad. I can't help it, No matter how hard I try I'm always feeling this way, the medication is helping...

I want to go away. I've been wanted to go awway for awhile. I'm mad at myself, I shouldn't be. Things feel so hard to do now.
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Mood: cantankerous

tear Fading in the background. But I'm still here... Jan 24th, 2006 8:42:53 pm - Subscribe
I don't want to feel so helpless. I'm not.
I'm sick of all you judgemental fucks. I'm tired of fake friendships, and the lies. Pathetic. Inmatuarity. I'm sick of standing here waiting to be loved and feeling nothing in return. I'm not fading.

You hurt yourself on the outside just to see if you still feel in the inside.

Lovely.
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Mood: studious