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I'am so fucking done with this pain, I'am done with cutting and harming my body, scarring myself, I'am done with smoking weed and filling myself with endless poisen, I'am so done with this fucking sickness. I'am so done with all of these fucking pain. God has come into my life. God has always been in my life. I have relized that I don't fucking need this shit any longer. There are people who care about me...and love me, and now its time for me to love myself, and start caring about myself. I had a really good conversation with Krista tonight. I don't want to get all into it. She is just a very supportive person, and I know she will be there for me, lots of people are there for me, Especially myself! I'm going to go to a meeting soon, as in Wednesday. I'm glad I'm making thse decisions. I don't want to continue to live this way, its horrible. Thank you so much. Just everything |